I have been having trouble sleeping and took too many sleeping pills that the only reason that I ended up in the hospital. I wasn't going to tell you but you found out any way and as you always do you worry too much. After all the talking and crying I had to admit that I'm tired of being the strong one, and I'm tired of the days repeating. Then like the sun rising out of the darkness you try to tell me that you want to be with me and have always wanted to. And as much as I would love to be with you, I know I'm no good for you and I make you promise me that after this you will make your own life. Find the man of your dreams, have the kids, the house the fucking dog, anything but me. Promise Me!