"I just... I can't go into it, okay? Because... because I'd rather break up with you on good terms than get dumped when you find out what I'm really like..." From a script by LateStageInfernalism on Archive of Our Own (please go check them out!) Contains: F4M, boyfriend!listener, some angst, internalized shame, submissive female, rough consensual sex (discussing and doing it), L-bombs, understanding Also contains: me masturbating with a dildo