[CW: Past Nonconsensual Experiences] You and your partner have been looking forward to a long holiday weekend for a long time now. Getting lost in planning the perfect cozy weekend- you don’t think about how this will be your first official few nights together at their place, and upon realizing that, the anxiety starts to set in. You love your partner, you’re attracted to them, and you want them. But your history with intimacy is… well… unpleasant. Your partner has always been patient with you, despite not knowing details, but when things start to get a little physical, despite how you feel about your partner, your trauma responses kick in. Script by u/a-nameless-siren ♥