[TFdom speaker] [TFsub listener] [Closeted] [No genital mentions] [Anal] [established relationship] [hugging] [gender affirmation] [dysphoria comfort] [wearing dresses] [kissing] [virgin] [first time] [we can be ourselves now] [high school] [school formal] [long term relationship] [speaker uses voice trained voice but swaps to her old voice when talking on the phone at some point] [boymoding]