Bucky wakes up from a weird dream, but you're there to help him. You're always there to help him. Contains: Mentions of Hydra, Signs of PTSD, Wet Dreams, Mutual Masturbation, Dirty Talk, Nicknames (Doll, Sweetheart) Hooray for more Bucky! Honestly this script was super easy to come up with a concept for. The minute that Bucky won the vote I was like, 'I got it,' and this came of it! As for the signs of PTSD, Bucky doesn't have a huge episode or go full Winter Soldier, it's mostly he gets really jittery and irritated, mostly stir crazy, so nothing super dangerous! I also think I found a better feel to the Bucky voice in this one? It felt different in the booth when I recorded, but in a good way. I hope you all enjoy! ~Audio Transcript Below~ Bucky: *soft snoring* *sleepy mumbling* *soft moan* *shuffling* *sharp gasp and shout* *sharp panting* Ah--Jesus....fuck....I'm sorry....I....I didn't mean....are you? Are you alright? I didn't---- *panting softens slightly* I didn't hurt you? *sighs roughly* I.....good......I'm sorry....if I woke you.... *pause* A.....dream....of sorts......not necessarily a.....nightmare...... As opposed to well.....I normally don't get hard when I have nightmares...... *panting softly* Yeah, it was a wet dream.....of sorts..... *pause* *chuckles ruefully* Normally I would love for you to help me take care of it, Doll, but I.....I don't think that's a good idea..... I'm just gonna....pace....for a minute.....sorry..... *pause* It's.....it's not that I don't want you It's just.....it feels like....like my skin is trying to leap off my body and..... I'm afraid if anyone touches me more that I'm going to......do something that I might regret.....I-I can feel it so..... So it would probably be beneficial if you just.....leave me alone..... I'm...sorry if that sounds harsh I just....I have all this fucking pent up energy.....and I....I know why. Whenever I wasn't.....put under.....Hydra would always have me, doing things. I was always out on missions, always moving, from one objective to another. There wasn't much time for rest of for idleness. Even when I was staking something out the asset was focused on the mission and so sometimes--- I get.....jittery I guess.....stir crazy......old habits die hard..... *chuckle groans* Yeah, no, definitely didn't make that pun on purpose. I don't.....think....or really remember that I would ever get like this.....when I was....him.... Think they pumped me too full of all sorts of stuff to make.....natural bodily functions as unobtrusive as possible so...... *groans* but like I said....I really don't think it's smart for.....anyone to touch me right now....less alone in a potentially vulnerable place like that....I can feel somethin'......simmerin' under my skin...... So....as much as I would actually genuinely love to take you to town, Doll, I don't think.......*sighs* It's not a good idea..... It has nothing to do with you, I promise.....it's.....this....me..... *softly* It's always me....... *pause* What? Masturbation......like....wait.....explain? *pause* Oh.....so you're....talkin' about lookin' at eachother while....while we touch ourselves? *pause* Of course it's somethin' we used to do. Just didn't have such fancy clinical names for it, is all. *pause* We called it, 'puttin' on a show for your sweetheart'......at least in polite company...... And not in polite company? *chuckles* Well.....wouldn't you like to know? So.....let me get this straight.....you.....are alright with doin' this? With.....us touching ourselves and just.....watchin' and talkin' one another through it? Kinda bein' our own like voyeuristic show for one another? *chuckles through nose* Sometimes, Doll I.....I can believe how much you're willing to work with me and....figure things out that might be easier for me......it.....not many people have really....put in the effort to do that..... I....I can't tell you how much I appreciate that and.....how much I apologize for still being so......how I am....I could kiss you but......well.... I know...I know, before you say anything, I shouldn't be hard on myself, but just give me this, for today? I promise I'll find the strength to not look on the dark side tomorrow.....for now....wasn't there this....mutual masturbation thing you were supposed to be explaining and/or starting? *chuckles softly* Oh well....since you had the idea.....figured that it would be you who were startin' sweetheart. *pause* Yeah....but you love it when I give you the cocky smile, don't you? Go on, Doll......I'm right there with you..... *shuffling* *whistles* Never get tired of seeing you, Sweetheart. You don't have to be nervous, Doll.....just.....go with the flow.....touch how you usually do when I'm not here.....that's what I plan to do..... *soft panting and moaning* Yeah....that's real....that's real sweet........ Hey.....keep your eyes open, Doll.....I thought that was the whole point of the exercise.....Why fantasize about me when I'm sitting right here.....right here for you to look. *pause* Oh--*chuckles*--I'm absolutely certain you're fantasizing about me.... What is it? Feels too good? Can't help but make you roll your eyes back in your head? Tell me, what's goin' on in your head...... *pause* *moan grunts* That's--*sighs*--that's somethin' ain't it? C'mon though.....look at me....watch me......enjoy watching me like I enjoy watching you.....it's a two way street Sweet heart. *moaning and panting* Christ Doll......there's.....something about watching you enjoy yourself that is......on a totally different level...... Like...I know what you like and what you don't like....what gets you to curl your toes....but you.....you know exactly what you want.....what makes you feel good....I bet that comes from practice, doesn't it? *groans* Just imagining you, taking your time and treating yourself right.....making yourself moan and quiver and shake..... but at the same time, thinking about you desperate, moaning and humping your hand or anything else you have access to.....maybe....pushing a dildo inside of yourself 'cause you need something more.....something nice and thick to split you open..... *hum moans* Those are the ones that really get me goin' sweetheart, thinking about you thrusting and bouncing on a fake cock, thinking that it's me and wishing that it was me, cause while the fake one feels nice and hits you in all the right spots, it's not enough....it's not the real thing....the one that you need..... I know how much you like the feel of me pulsing inside you when I come....*chuckles* That sure as hell gets you going, doesn't it? I wanna know....tell me what you fantasize about when you touch yourself, I wanna hear.....I wanna watch you touch yourself as you tell me.....just like I wanna keep touching myself as I watch.... *moaning and panting* *chuckles* Well....I'm flattered, Doll....truly.....it.....*groans* All that.....sounds.....*chuckles* Sounds real fucking nice..... I promise.....I promise next time when I'm ok to touch you, that I'm gonna make some of your wildest dreams come true.....You deserve....you deserve that much.....and I wanna make it happen....anything....anything your heart desires.....I'll do it.......f-fuck....I'll do it.... *chuckles* Yeah....I'm-I'm close but....who.....who wouldn't get close when their sweetheart is being so damn sexy in front of them--fuck! Together....yeah.....yeah.....together.....just....watch.....just wanna watch......wanna hear you pant and moan and breath.....wanna hear the wet little noises your hands on your body make.....rubbing and stroking and so fucking close to sending yourself over the edge... C'mon...... *harsher panting and moaning* There we go....do you feel it Doll? I'm about to.....Jesus I'm real close here.....I can--*swallows then chuckles*--I can see your legs shaking......you don't have to hold back.....I'm right there with you.... Together....yeah....together.... *harsh panting crescendos* *gasp and harsh groans* Oh~ Yeah.......f-fuck....... *panting* *panting subsides* That was....that was definitely something.....that was......real good.....thank you....and from what I heard and what I can tell....it was nice for you too? *chuckles* Good..... And....as--*swallows*--as always....I really appreciate you....working with me when....when I have problems with.....the past..... You're something else, you know that? *soft kiss* I think....that that's ok....anything more though..... *sighs softly* I love you...... *softly* I don't think....I don't think it's really a good idea for me to go back to sleep....but that shouldn't stop you.....I think I'm gonna go for a run....try to get more of the.....constrained energy outta me...... So go on.....go back to sleep......I'll be back before you wake up again....I promise..... *hums* I think I can do one more kiss......as payment...... *soft kiss* love you.......