Robert loves you, just the way you are, scars and all. Contains: Trans Masc Listener (no pronouns used, but use of masculine language to refer to listener), Kissing, Oral Sex, Safe Sex, Mutual Masturbation, Confessions, Cowgirl Position, Doggy style Position, Dirty Talk, Swearing, Begging, Face Fucking, Nicknames (My Guy, My Handsome Man, My Big Strong Man) A lovely Robert Commission! The prompt was that the listener was a post op trans masc man who still gets insecure about his body, and Robert tries to comfort the listener and show how much he really does like him and how attracted Robert is to him. I haven't had a commission where it's fairly obvious that the listener is trans before, so it was a good exercise for me to create something that was non triggering or offensive or anything along those lines, and I'm proud of what I came up with. I hope you all enjoy, even if you aren't a Masculine listener! ~Audio Transcript Below~ Robert: *kissing across chest* Good Morning my Handsome man….. Well….isn’t it still nice to be woken up like this, regardless of the actual time? *chuckles lowly into more kisses* *lowly* Your scars are healing really well…...can’t even see ‘em sometimes…… *chuckles* trust me, with the amount of cream you’ve been rubbing on ‘em they better be fading….. *pause* I know we’ve talked about it before and this isn’t me like, clarifying or anything, and it isn’t about what I like or what I want or anything, but having visible scars doesn’t matter to me, you know that? I know the scars on my hands don’t compare to these at all, but you don’t have to be embarrassed or afraid over the fact that these won’t become invisible. I know it’s more that you don’t like the look of ‘em being as big as they are but hey…battle scars? For yourself? Some days are hard and they kind of remind you of not so great things, but yeah, they can also remind you of how far you’ve come, and how much better you feel being yourself than you did before you got ‘em? Alright, I’ll stop talking now, cause I realize this is slowly turning into ‘not so great wake up and Robert being an idiot and passionately speaking about how proud he is of his boyfriend’. *snort chuckles* I still think I’m too damn old to have, ‘a boyfriend’...... But I do have to admit….it does give me kind of a thrill to have someone to call mine again…… *soft kiss* I love you, Babe. So damn much, no matter what anyone else thinks…… *soft kissing* *pause* It’s really a shame you can’t really feel your nipples all that much anymore, cause they’re just so damn cute I can’t resist….. *soft kiss and suck* *chuckles* Still can get you to squirm, can’t I, though? I just wanna kiss you everywhere…..you skin is so damn warm and sweet…..I love watching your blush spread down your cheeks and everything….. Hey…..don’t bite your lips…..I really wanna hear every noise you’re making….. *kiss* *softly* There’s nothing to be embarrassed about when it comes to expressing your pleasure, love. Besides…...I think your noises are really fucking cute….. *kisses* *soft panting* What was that? *chuckles softly* Now Hon, if you want me to do something for you, you gotta say it a little bit louder.... *pause* You don't have anything to be embarrassed by, sweetheart. *kiss* I will absolutely have sex with you...... *laughs* Fuck you then, does that sound better? *laughs into a kiss* Love you..... Alright, if we're gonna do this, I gotta grab a condom, give me a second? *kiss* Be right back...... *Fade Out* *Fade In* Mission accomplished..... I got some lube too. *pause* Because you can never have too much lube. If you think you have enough, you're wrong and you should add more...... *kiss* I just want you to be comfortable.....no shame in needing a little extra slip and slide.... *huffs a laugh* You know I can't promise 'no more bad jokes'. I might as well never talk again..... *kiss* *fondly* Yeah but you love me...... Here......You ok with me fingering you a bit? Just to get you all warmed up? *pause* How about this? You help me put this on.....and then we can jerk eachother off.....how's that sound? *kiss* You're a peach...... *wet sounds* *soft moaning* God damn...... *soft moaning and wet noises* You can cling onto me.....I gotcha.....I gotcha......you don't have to worry about a thing...... *in between moans and pants* Being close to you like this…..being able to feel every breath, ever tremble and tremor…...is a fucking blessing. I never thought I was going to have someone else…..then you came into my life and stuck yourself into my life when I thought I didn’t need anyone…..and you proved me wrong…..God you proved me so fucking wrong….. *heavier moaning and panting* Ok, ok…..yeah…..yes…you ready? *chuckles* Hell yeah. Do you want on your back or somethin' else like that? I don't want you to be uncomfortable when---oof! Ah--*swallows* Right.....*chuckles nervously* Right, yeah.....sorry...... *breathes* You look so fucking nice like this, sweetheart...... *chuckles* You gonna ride me? Show me what you got? I bet you'd look real fucking good bouncing on my dick like there's no tomorrow..... *sharp gasp* O-Oh….right….ok……*tightly* Gonna make me eat those words, aren’t you? *chuckles* G-go…..go right ahead…..I sure as hell aren’t gonna fucking stop you if you want to…. *panting* Jesus fucking Hell…...I was right…..you look like a fucking vision…… C’mon…..you don’t have to hold back……C’mere……*kiss* ‘Cause I sure as hell wont….. *harsher panting and moaning* That’s it…..that’s it Babe, use me……*groans* use my cock for your pleasure…… *panting and moaning* Hey...here.....sweetheart.....if you're legs are getting tired let me...... *pause* You are my big strong man, but that doesn't mean you're not allowed to get tired of bouncing on a dick *chuckles*. Here, this might be more comfortable for you..... *shifting* Now I can just cover you like this......skin to skin contact, and this way...... I can get a real good angle here.....real nice and deep......do you like that, Sweetheart? Let me know if your arms and legs start to get tired, ok? *soft kiss* That's my guy….. *moaning and panting* F-fuck…...the---the sound of our hips slapping together it’s…..God it’s fucking obscene but it’s *swallows* It’s so damn good….. That's it....Jesus fuck you're so fucking tight.....I can't......f-fuck....I can't believe how fucking good this feels...... You're so warm too......God you run so fucking hot.......your whole body gets flushed......a mixture of effort and pleasure.....and maybe.....just maybe.....*lowly* slightly embarrassed by how much you fucking love this......how much you love me thrusting into you.....how crazy you go for my cock...... You are a fucking vision, you know that? Your eyes screwed shut and your mouth lax with pleasure, streams of the hottest fucking noises I've ever heard in my life rushing out of your mouth 'cause you just can't control it...... God damn you are so fucking hot...... *moans and pants* Faster? Harder? Is that what you're trying to say, love? That you want more? Lemme hear you.....let me hear you clearly, Hon. I wanna hear my guy say how badly he wants to be fucked into the mattress..... *pause* Th-that's it.....you beg so sweetly Hon....there's no way I could deny you anything..... *harsher moans and pants* F-fuck…..fuck…..C-close…..you feel so good…..so good…...you….you’re making me…..God I’m gonna come…….f-fuck….. *gasps* F-fuck you! God you c-can’t…..squeeze….y-you *chuckles* Y-you cheating asshole….. So good….under me…..love you----F-fuck…..*kisses* O-oh…..oh f-fuck…..fuck…..fuck! *growls and pants* F-Fuck! *harsh panting* *panting softens* Hang on a sec…..lemme just……*soft grunt* *pause* *chuckles* It is a lot….Let’s just say you bring it out of me. *laughs* I know, I know it’s terrible, but I couldn’t resist….. *breathes* Now it’s your turn, Sweetheart. I have an idea of what I wanna do to you, but I wanna make sure that it’s alright. *pause* I don’t think talking about things makes it any less sexy. ‘Sides, I wanna make sure that you’re comfortable with it before I go all gung ho on your privates. *chuckles* I’ll like to make you come with my mouth, if you’re of a mind to allow it. *pause* *with a smile* Yes, sir…… *soft licking and kissing* Watching you twitch, feeling you squirm…..listening to you moan…..I’m never gonna get tired of it, Hon. *licking and sucking* *moans* *exhales sharply as he pulls away* You don’t need to hold back anymore, Hon. Take whatever pleasure you need….. *pause* Do I really need to spell it out for you? *lowly* Fuck…..my…..face…. *soft kiss* Any questions? *chuckles* Alright then. Now let me get back to it…...I can see how your legs are trembling in anticipation….. *soft kiss* Remember…...this pleasure is for you…...so take it…. *wet, strong kissing, licking, and sucking* *slightly muffled* That’s it, that’s my boy……. Yes…..yes….. *moaning while licking and sucking* Come….come for me…...I want you to come, sweetheart….please…… *though licks and kisses* That’s it…...chase your pleasure…..take everything you need…..yes….yes….. *panting* Hey….hey…..take a breath…..breathe for me, Hon……. Jesus Christ you’re handsome like this…...all sprawled out….half drunk on pleasure….. How d’ya feel? *pause* *chuckles* I’d like to hear it from your lips…...call me crazy but I try to be thorough in this at least…….so yeah…..I’d like to hear it….. *pause* *kiss* I’m glad….I really am…...and….well remember that if there are days where you aren’t as ok with doing what we just did, then that’s ok too. I know how you feel about your body and stuff fluctuates, and I don’t ever want to cause you any discomfort if I can help it. Physical, or mental. Ok? You mean more to me than words can describe…..you know that, right? *kiss* I love you….. *hushes* Just relax, Sweetheart…..we have time…..right now we have all the time in the world…..so just…..lay here…..with me? *kiss* *chuckles* I can only half promise that this won’t happen again when we wake up…...If you couldn’t tell I’m extremely attracted to you….. *sleepily* Well….I guess then I’ll just have to keep telling you and showing you until the doubts in your head quiet down….. *kiss* I love you…...