He's had more than enough things to worry about since getting out from under the control of Hydra that heats and ruts weren't really on the radar. Contains: Established Relationship, A/B/O Dynamics, Ruts and Heats, Alpha! Bucky, First Time (While in Rut), Light Dom/Sub, Dynamics Shift/Dynamics Play, Small Panic Attack, Anxiety over Control, Light Body Worship, Light Negotiation, Handjob, Kissing, Dirty Talk, Begging, Scent/Taste Kink, Light Temperature Kink, Oral Sex, Petnames (Doll), Hair Pulling, Praise Kink, Cowgirl Position, Bareback Sex, Knotting Another lovely commission with more A/B/O Dynamics! I always enjoy writing and performing A/B/O Dynamics, and it's one of my favorite things to play with the conventional dynamics of the trope, so this was right up my alley! As usual with A/B/O dynamics in audios, there are a lot of content tags on this one, so be sure to check those out or read the script down below! I hope you all enjoy! ~Audio Transcript Below~ Bucky: -inhale and exhale- I had Ruts before.....Hydra....but they—I guess having an assassin who would be swayed by the instinctual urge of a Rut would be too much of a liability—so they—did something....probably pumped me full of some back alley Soviet Suppressant so they wouldn't have to deal with it—but now...... Now it's.....back.....I can—I can feel it, and—God I feel like such an idiot! -growls softly- -soft panting- I-I'm sorry, I'm not—I know not any of this is your fault....I just—I can't believe I just......forgot that they exist..... And, we had plans and now they're ruined and— -pause- Wh-what? -pause- I—swallows—It's—it's not that fucking simple, Doll...... -long pause with soft panting- I've....never.....shared a Rut......with......anyone....... -pause- Just.....turned out that way, I guess....I was either on suppressants or fighting in a goddamn war and— -shaky inhale and exhale- I.....I think it's going to be a big one.....I can—I can feel it...... -pause- And....everyone I've ever known who came off of suppressants said that their first heat or rut afterwards was a goddamn nightmare....and the longer you're on 'em, the worse it is......like your biology is making up for lost time—and I mean, it's been probably almost 70 years at this point, and with the fucking serum— -sharp gasp- -panting- I'm sorry......I just—I can feel it starting.....and while I'm marginally coherent now.....I don't—I don't know what's going to happen and— -pause- -rough swallow- -shaky inhale- I—I can't lose what little control I have left, Doll...... I'm scared that I won't be able to get it back again....... -pause- -hushed- I would never be able to live with myself if something happened to you because of it...... S-So please....I'm sorry, I'm so sorry we have to re-schedule our plans and I-I don't know how long it's gonna take all things considering, but I swear I will make this up to you— -sharp gasp into a kiss- -pulls away panting- I—everything in my mind is telling me to make you go, for you to get out so you're safe.......but....everything in my instincts is begging me not to...... -pause- You....you trust me? -pause- -A little teary eyed- You—you can't....I don't even trust myself, I— -soft shaky panting- -soft weeping- P-please......help me...... -Fade Out- -Fade in- -shuffling of clothing being removed- I—I don't know.....I don't know—what I want to do—I just—everything—there's so much—I just— -panting- Touch....I need touch.....please touch me— -pause- Anywhere—everywhere, I don't care..... -pause- -soft whining moan- O-oh......y-your h-hand....... -soft wet noises- -pause- C-can't help it—-just—it's been s-so long—and y-you—God y-you're here and I—- -moans softly into kiss- -soft moaning and panting- N-no—it's not—it's not too much—I swear— -panting- I should be saying that t-to you, Doll...... -pause- -soft kiss- -wry laugh, a little delirious- Trust me—at this point, you could break my bones and I probably wouldn't care—- -soft grunt- R-right—ok.....yeah— -swallows- If I—if I feel like I need to stop, for any reason—I'll tell you...... -shifts- But—you gotta do the same—and—promise me, that if I—can't.....you call Steve or someone and you get out, ok? -pause- -hushed- promise me....... -pause- Thank you..... -soft kiss- -moans as kiss deepens- -soft panting and moaning through kisses- God.....it's like—everything has been dialed up to twenty—I—I don't know if it's because of the serum or—f-fuck I can't get your scent out of my head....... -softly- It's the best goddamn thing I've ever smelled in my life.... -soft moaning- F-fuck, Doll....feels so good— -through intermittent kisses and panting- Hot—fuck—everything feels so fucking hot—so cold—everything was so cold before—-it's feels so good after all that cold......feel like I'm gonna be boiled alive— -softly, with emotion- If that's the way I finally go....then thank God...... -gasps into kiss- -panting and moaning- -growls softly- Please—need to touch—need it-need it-need it— -harsh kiss- -pulls away panting- I-I'm sorry~! S-sorry things are—-moans-—moving s-so fast, I-I just—I feel like I need to burrow into your skin—God that sounds fucking awful—but I— -moans- I'll be good—promise—just—tell me, tell me how to be good..... -panting- Y-yes....I—-swallows-—I want to......I need to taste you.....I've been s-smelling you this whole time— -growl that turns into a whine- —and you smell like Heaven— Please—let me—please please— -whines into kiss- Thank you—thank you thank you— -soft skin touches and gentle but hurried kisses- -growls softly- -almost drunkenly- Look at you...... -intentional slow inhale and shaky exhale- -wet, sucking kiss, a little harsh- -hisses- A-ah—-S-sorry—sorry—I won't—I'll be gentle—just—please— You taste so goddamn good.... -soft licking and kissing, if not a bit hurried- -soft rhythmic bed movement through moans- -whines as he's pulled away by his hair- A-ah—f-fuck, Doll, w-why— -panting- -flustered- Ah—I—I c-can't h-help it—y-you—-your taste— -pause- -soft growl that turns into a whine- G-good— -swallows roughly- Y-yes, p-please—I'll be good—t-tell me how to be g-good—I'll do anything you— -soft bed shifting- L-let you ride me—? -whines- F-fuck-fuck-fuck! Please, please—! -more hurried bed shuffling- A-are you s-sure that y-you're alright to—d-do you need anymore— -soft hiss as his hair is grabbed again- -whines as they straddle his legs- -shaking pants- F-fuck— -growls softly- D-doll—y-you— -keening moan as they settle fully down on him- O-oh—f-fuck—Doll—y-you—y-you're so f-fucking wet—oh fuck—oh fuck—oh fuck— -panting, moaning and whining as they start to move- G-god—f-fuck—thank you—-so good, Doll—you f-feel—f-fuck it's better than anything I've ever felt.....fuuuuck~ -soft growls and keening whines- Fuck-fuck-fuck—not gonna last l-long—the first t-time—f-first orgasm—-need to—gonna—can f-feel it— -soft gasp- F-fuck! I'm sorry, I'm sorry—y-you feel so fucking g-good.....'m gonna pop a knot~! -pause- -growl that turns into a whine- Y-you can't s-say th-that~! -through pants and moans- P-please—Please let me kn-knot you—! I'll fill you up just right—just perfect, I swear— I'll do anything for you—e-everything! M-make you feel better than anyone else has—take care of you like no one else has—fill you up j-just like you need— -breathless- O-oh-f-fuck, fuck-fuck~! -whines- Yours! I'm yours-yours-yours! G-gonna c-cum!~ G-gonna—C-can't st-stop it!~ Gonna l-lock my k-knot in y-you~! -sharp panting and moaning- -growls- M-mine! Mine-mine-mine-mine!! Take it—take it—please please please!! -sharp gasp- O-Oh f-fuck~! -growling and whining moans- F-fuck Doll, thank you! Thank you-thank you-thank you~! C-cumming—Oh~ Y-you're squeezing s-so t-tight~ -harsh moans and panting- -panting slows- -swallows- Sorry.....we're gonna be.....stuck together.....f-for a while......not sure how long.... -pause- Naw.....you don't have to worry about me, Doll...... -shifting- Here.....against the headboard...... -long pause- Y-yeah....I—I'm ok....more than ok....minds......clearer now.....not....100% back to normal.....but.....better....... From experience though......might not last that long.....sorry if you had......any other plans for a while......like.....maybe even a week? Or so? N-not sure..... -groans- God, we're gonna have to tell everyone....it's gonna be a fucking nightmare— -gasps softly into kiss- -pause- -sighs affectionately- God....what did I ever do to deserve you.....?