Deep down, they really just want one other to be loved and safe. Contains: Bottom Steve, Top Bucky, Uniform Kink, Language Kink, Light Temperature play, Rimming, Fingering, Barebacking (discussed), Fluffy Sex, Feelings, So Many Feelings Hoo boy friends, another commission! I had a lot of fun writing this one because Stucky is one of my favorite pairings! I also had fun playing with Bucky and having more emotional moments and some not so emotional moments within the audio, since I feel like he still has times where it's really hard for him to express things with actual emotion, and other times he can't help but. I hope that same through in the audio. Also again, I'm forever sorry for the butchered Russian lol. Also this audio I think hit the longest audio I've made at 20 minutes? Who knows, I've been doing this too long to remember and/or check. Hope you enjoy! ~Audio Transcript Below~ Bucky: The darker colors suit you I think…..well….not to say that the good ‘ol American red white and blue looked bad on you per say…. *pause* Sometimes I still can’t wrap me head around it...you being Captain America and all….to me… you’re just Steve, the punkass kid I’ve been lookin’ out for since we were kids…. Oh sure, your body’s changed alright, but you’re still that same scruffy kid pickin’ fights with guys two times your size in a back alleyway in Brooklyn. *pause* Okay, maybe it’s not so much in an alleyway anymore….semantics.... *pause* You look nice...that’s all I’ve been tryin’ to say…. *soft kiss* *chuckles softly* Well...you know I’ve always been a sucker for a uniform…..and you fit this one out so nicely…. *kiss* N0--keep it on...just for a bit….not a lotta people could say that they’ve gotten handsy with the one and only Captain America…. *snorts/chuckles* Maybe I’m havin’ a fantasy. Does Captain America fuck any differently than Steve? I wonder…. *kiss* No…..Probably not…..you’re too sweet Steve….always are…..always have been. *kisses* *pulls away* What? *pause* What, you want me to….. *slightly angry* Steve….just because you’re still afraid to fuck me again because you think you’re hurting me or forcing me or some dumb shit like that doesnt’ mean you can throw yourself at me because you think it’ll be better that way. I told you the first time, the second time, and all the times after that, I like it and want it when you fuck me….I know what I want…. I just…...I don’t want the flashbacks and the hangups and the being halfway stuck in the past and part way stuck in this terrifying brain I still sometimes don’t have control over to take this away from me…. I may not know a lot with how fucked over my brain is, but if there is one thing on this planet or any other that I’m certain of…...It’s that I will always want you and…*swallows*--And I love you Steve…..so…… ….So don’t ever think that you’re taking advantage of me or….taking me for granted or whatever your Boy Scout of a brain seems to be thinking….. *pause* What? You…..you want me to? *pause* I just would….I thought….Ever since you…..got big and all….Captain America, you wouldn’t… *swallows* I guess….yeah…...you’re right….guess we…we both have our own misconceptions sometimes….. And….I don’t know if me being the one in control will help with the…..the everything….but….if you really want to…..we can definitely try…. Here, lay back for a second…..Just….wanna get a good look at you…. *breathes* Steve….you are….I don’t know what kinda luck or…..not keeps bringing us together…….and maybe I’d change the circumstances a little…..but to be here with you….it almost….*swallows softly* it almost makes everything worth it…..because now we’re here…… *pause* *chuckles softly* Sorry, I’m being over dramatic aren’t I? *soft kiss* Sometimes I still think I’m just asleep, or this is another one of…..their tricks to break me down….but…..*shudders a breath* *kiss* I know….I know you’re here…..*kiss* Thank you….. *pause* I think, Captain Rogers…..you’re wearing a little too much for this scenario. We should do something to fix that, shouldn’t we? Wait…...let me do it…..it should be a subordinates job, shouldn’t it? *snort chuckles softly* Steve, I love you, but could you hold onto the fantasy, please? Even just a little? *pause* I wanna undress you and kiss you all over, of course *fiddles with uniform* This thing can’t be as complicated as it seems. *zipper sound* Ah…..there is is….*scoffs* This thing just all peels right off doesn’t it? Didn’t think Stark would make it so easy for you to be stripped. If I didn’t know any better, I’d be jealous. *snorts* *kiss* Oh, shut up, you punk…. Wait, I got a better idea….. *kiss* That’s better…..I like you makin’ noises better than anything….. *kisses* *a little dazed* Gonna kiss every piece of skin I unveil…..like a fuckin’ present *chuckles* Happy Birthday to me…. *kisses* *shifts* Oh--Fuck, sorry. The hand still gets cold, even with the Super Wakandan tech…..I can feel pressure and stuff…..not quite temperature and….. Oh…..oh! You….like that? *chuckles, a little nervous, then switched gears* Well…..innocent little Stevie likes his nipples all pinched and teased? Well…. It would be cruel of me not to oblige. Hmmmmm…...I wonder what noises you’d make if I were to keep kissing you too….. *kisses* *light moan* *pause* Ok….yeah…..this…..off not….all of it…… *chuckles* Yeah…..lost my patience once you started moaning and groaning like it was the nicest thing you ever felt. *groans lightly* Shut up and strip, Captain. *rustling* Hm? What was that? …..You want me to keep mine on? Well, Captain, never knew you had more of a naughty streak to ya…..you like a man in uniform too do ya? *pause* *a little flustered* Ah, shut up ya sap….. *pause* Naw…..just like watchin’ ya….still kinda in awe of how big you got……..everywhere….. *chuckles* No need to get embarrassed любимый (*lyubimyy* “Beloved”) Hey…..turn over...there’s somethin’ I’ve always wanted to try….. There…..up a little….with your hips, любимый (*lyubimyy* “Beloved”) Hm? What was that shudder? You like me talking in Russian, don’t ya? Well…..how about this? Я собираюсь съесть тебя и заставить тебя плакать. ( *YA sobirayus' s"yest' tebya i zastavit' tebya plakat'.* “I'm going to eat you out and make you cry.”) *chuckles* You’ll just have to wait and see…… *pause* *slow deliberate lick* tastes like nothin’ but you, любимый (*lyubimyy* “Beloved”). *licks* *chuckles* That’s is…..just enjoy it….. *licking and sucking* Бог (*Bog* “God”) If I could bottle up those noises Steve, it’d keep me going for the rest of eternity….. *softly* Я люблю тебя (*YA lyublyu tebya* “I love you”) *licking and sucking* Hm? You done? Oh….*chuckles* With that…..what, too much? *half joking* Were you gonna come? *pause* *breathes* Дерьмо (*der'mo* “Shit”) You can’t just say things like that, Steve, Yeah, yeah…...there….turn over again--Я имею в виду (*YA imeyu v vidu* “I mean”)--On your back…. *chuckles* Shut the hell up….just *pause* I wanna see your face… *softly* Yeah…. *kiss* love you too…. *softly* So….you….do we….want a rubber or? *pause* I mean, I know you and I can’t catch anything….I just wanted to ask…. *scoffs, mock affronted* I am a perfect gentleman when I need to be I’ll have you know…. *kiss* So….no condom? *swallows* Ok… Do you need----Yeah, I know it’s hard to hurt you but it doesn’t mean I want to do it on accident. *kiss* Here, I’ll do it a little bit, with my metal hand….you’ll like that. *lube cap opening* Here….open your legs up a little more…. *breathes* Бог (*Bog* “God”) Stevie…. Yeah…..*swallows* Yeah…. *slick noises* *no other sounds besides breathing, panting, and slight moans* *pause* Yeah, Ты хороший? (*Ty khoroshiy?* “You good?”) You good? *kiss* Yeah…..I’m ok too…...You….you still want me with the uniform…. Ok…..Yeah…...Steve…..I’m ok…..I promise….. *shuddering breath* Oh…… Дерьмо (*der'mo* “Shit”) *tightly* Yeah….no…..*chuckles* Don’t think I’m gonna last too long. You’re too pretty Steve…… Yeah….I gotta….I gotcha….put your legs….right here…. *soft panting* O-oh……*exhales long* Steve….. *no other sounds but the meeting of hips, panting, and moaning* *kiss* God…..ты удивительный (*ty udivitel'nyy* “You’re amazing”) *hisses in a breath* Yeah…..I can go faster….yeah…. *faster panting and moaning* Иисус (*Iisus* “Jesus”) Steve…. You’re just…...God I can’t believe I’m here…. *moans* Yeah…..thank you…..thank you Steve….I know….I know I’m here…...with you….God I just…… Я тебя очень люблю (*YA tebya ochen' lyublyu* “I love you so much”) Oh….Steve….Steve….Steve--Steve--Steve! *sharp exhale* Дерьмо! (*der'mo* “Shit!”) *panting* *panting subsides* *swallows* Yeah its….it means….. “I love you…..” *chuckles* You better….. *pause* *sniffs lightly* That’s right….. To the end of the line…..