Trevor may be terrible at being intentionally romantic, but he's trying isn't he? He really is.... Contains: Confessions, Kissing, Praise, Mutual Masturbation, Soft Sex, Bareback Sex, Cowgirl Position, Petname (Love) I asked what people wanted of Trevor this week, expecting a lot of different kinks, but an overwhelming portion stated they wanted some soft romance, so I went with it, while still having some sexy bits lol. I had fun exploring the character of Trevor, whom I suspect is like, really actually terrible at being romantic when he tries hard to do so, but something about how he talks when he's fully enamored with someone brings out a hugely romantic part of him that he's only semi aware of lol. Hope you all enjoy! ~Audio Transcript Below~ Trevor: Hi.......you are....probably wondering why I.....called you here..... Ugh.....that sounds terrible......I apologize I...... Here..... These are for you.... *pause* I.....damn. I hope you're not allergic.....that....was...I didn't think of that until now.....I apologize if you are, I can....I can take them away and-- *pause* You like them? Ah.....well......good....I'm.....I'm glad...... Also I.......there is......I managed to find some wine and well.......I wanted to know if you would like to perhaps.....share it with me? *pause* What do you mean, acting strange, I---*sighs* *chuckles ruefully* I forget.....nothing really gets past you...... I'm....I'm sorry it's......I'm nervous......... *big sigh* I'm not very good at......being.....soft....I suppose with others.....in the past it has.....only proven to lead to people being....hurt.....emotionally.....physically or otherwise...... In the past it's done more harm than good.....and.....I suppose I'm afraid now.....of things......turning south again....... *pause* I....never want to put you at risk of some......monster or vampire trying to take vengeance on me.....just because you're close to me.......just because you happen to mean something to me...... And I know....for the most part you can take care of yourself.....I just--- *sighs* *pause* I think.....I'm beginning to understand.....how Dracula felt. ...I.....thinking about it......I'd want to destroy everything that took the love of my life away.....just like he did...... *pause* I'm having a harder and harder time faulting him....for the way that he acted...... *pause* I....I did say, 'love of my life', didn't I? That's....why I'm here....trying....because I realized......you weren't just some passing fancy.......you..... I--*swallows*--I love you.......and that scares me.......it scares half to death........the idea of being in love with you terrifies me because....what if I get it wrong? What if you get hurt.....by me, or worse? I'm not an easy man to get along with, less alone love......but..... *swallows* You and I deserve it......I think.....kindness.....an ending that is not tragic........ .....and I cannot guarantee that I will be perfect.....or that....things will not end in tragedy......I can only.....do my best to try......and....I want to do my best to try.....to give you the love that you deserve...... That's what's important.......I've never felt the need for gentleness....with anyone else I've ever met in this world.....you bring it out in me.......I....you changed me...... I'm....terrible with words.....I've always known that my actions speak louder and more clearly than they do......so I will endeavor to show it that way as much as I can......while still trying to get better with my words.....because if I don't practice, if I don't try......how will I get better......? You have the right to better...... I don't want you to ever second guess my feelings for you......I don't want you to wonder if you're the only one who feels this as strongly as you do....because you aren't, Love.......you aren't....... I love you...... *pause* *huffs a slightly disbelieving laugh* You....you never have to ask, love...... *kiss* *kissing turns harsher* *pulls away, panting slightly* I.....do you....want to go to bed? *chuckles softly into a kiss* As you wish....... *Fade Out* *Fade In* *slow, heavy kissing* *pulls away* The way your lips taste....how they feel.....I think I could kiss them forever....and never grow tired of it..... You are.....so devastatingly attractive to me that it's a wonder that I can get anything done...... *chuckles softly into a kiss* You have every right to know what you do to me, and how strongly I feel for you...... *kiss* Wonderful you are.....so wonderful....... *chuckles, embarrassed* I know....I know we've had sex before but this......it......you feel it too, don't you? Something is......something is different..... I want to chase that.....because.....it feels......it's this....building up in my stomach and my chest.....and it feels good...... *kiss* So how about.....we do a little bit of warm up......just so we don't accidently become too overzealous in our passions *chuckles* Alright.....I don't get too overzealous in my passions...... Besides......it gives me more chances to touch you....... *pause* *soft kiss* You can touch me however you want as well, Love..... *soft wet noises* *soft moans* Oh....yes.....good....you're so good.....always...... *soft pants and moans* Something in me is spurring me on, wanting faster.....more...more....more.....wanting all of you......I think....because I love you so much......and we both know now.....and.....*kisses*....making up for lost time...... *panting and moaning* Oh.....your hands.....your breath.....the sounds you make......I will never tire of them....... You are incredible.....I cannot....I will not go another day without letting you know how astounding you are as a person.....and I apologize if I ever made you feel like you weren't worthy of my love.....the opposite--*swallows*--the opposite is true....... *kiss* You still have so much grace for me......I cannot thank you enough.....you are unbelievable.....in the best way possible..... *panting and moaning* Good.....it feels good, Love.......so good...... Ah---yes....oh yes....so brilliant, Love......you're so brilliant....... *kissing and panting* I've got you.....I've got you, Love...... All the pleasure that you want.......take it.....I'll give you as much as I possibly can......*kiss* You feel good......you feel so damn good...... *kiss* whatever you want, Love.....whatever you want.....*kiss* If you want to come now we can.....if you want me to fuck you.....we can.....anything, Love.....anything........ *panting* Ride me? *shudders* As you wish...... Let me get some oil and get into a more comfortable position, Love...... *shifting* *hisses a breath* It's....the oil is cold......but I'm sure it'll warm up just fine.......the inside of you is always a furnace......so I'll be fine.... *chuckles into a kiss* Here.....let's do it this way.....with both of us sitting up.....that way I can hold you while we fuck....... *kiss* I want to....maintain as much touch as I can, I think......I want to feel your body........feel the love that's radiating out of you while we do this...... It is.....it is different......do you feel it now? *kiss* Good...... *moans softly* No....I don't think I can really go v-very slow....right now.....I'm glad....we're in agreement there..... So let's not......I think the time for....extreme caution is not now...... *kiss* However.....if something doesn't feel good, please let me know....and we can adjust, yes? I'd hate to be the only one enjoying this...... *kiss* And vice versa.....got it...... *kissing and moaning* *breaks away, panting* God......the way you look at me.....like I hung the moon and the stars just for you......*kiss* What have I ever done to deserve such a look? To.....merit such love and devotion? *kiss* *chuckles ruefully* I do.....I do love you...... *lowly, almost a whisper* I will do my best to honor everything you've given me.....you are........so good..... *kissing and moaning* You are stunning.......your hips draped across my own......taking your pleasure......God.....I cannot.....I cannot get over how......practically ethereal you look........ I love you.......you make.....loving you.....a full body....and emotional experience.....when I say that it is nothing I have ever experienced before.....akin to a miracle......know that I mean it with all sincerity...... *panting and moaning* You.....you take my breath away......I cannot.....how could I not think that loving you was something worth my while.......I pray that thought never plagues me again...... *moaning and panting* Ah---close, Love.....close...... *kiss* Yes......yes..... *panting* Inside....together....yes~! *harsh moaning and panting and kissing* Ah~! Close....close---close! F-fuck, yes....close--! Going to......Come~! *harsh gasp and slightly growling moan into kiss* *breaks away panting* Ah....I love you~!---F-fuck I love you....... *harsh panting* *shuffling* Here, drape yourself across me...... *panting subsides* *chuckles* I swear.....I'm not usually very good with words......perhaps.....you bring it out in me.....one of the many good things you bring out in me...... *kiss* I love you....... I meant what I said.....wanting to try for you.....for us......because.......I think not only you warrant it.....being treated with kindness and gentleness by the one that you love......but.....the more time I spend with you......the more I realize.....that I deserve it too..... Together.....you and I......let us have our love.........