Written by Alara_Sara [F4M] [Script Fill] [Rape] [PiV Rape] [Survivor Speaker] [Inner Voice] [Narrative] [Established Relationship] [Betrayal] [Love/Hate] [Pain] [Violence] [Victim Blaming] [Mental Gymnastics] [Blood Mention] [Scrubbing] [Emotional] [Whispers] [Sobbing] [Real Tears] so [Dacryphilia] !!! This is an emotional exploration of processing rape occurring within an established relationship so please do not listen unless you are in the right headspace for this !!