Summary - I crave to step OUT of my comfort zone. To not always feel so SAFE. I get a craving.... to be bad. I'll tell you a secret about our sex life: My boyfriend asks ALL the time for me to be more *adventurous* in the bed room. He desperately wants his sweet little girlfriend to be his pornstar. Even if it's just for one night! But I can never... GET THERE... with him. But you know what else? He's NEVER. FUCKED me. Good enough. To EARN me behaving like a pornstar. If I'm going to completely sell out my morals and self-worth for the sake of fulfilling some fucked up, misogynistic jerk-off fantasy of his well... he better at least make me cum hard enough to deserve it!