[F4M] [Script Fill] [Narrative] [Grief] [Coping] [Anorgasmia] [Anonymous Sex] [Public] [Degradation] [Blow Job] [Cum Swallowing] [Creampie] [Cunnilingus] [Ass Play] [Masturbation] [Sex Toys] [Pain] mentions of [Sex for drugs] [Death of the Speaker's Lover] Script by u/fischji