I recorded a version of this **BEAUTIFUL** post by u/zombiewithagun on Reddit in the sub r/Edgingtalk. I think it’s gorgeous and it made me feel really sexy to read it. I hope you like my voice telling you about it… “Script” below: /POSTED WITH PERMISSION/ Exercise for masturbators who want to FEEL dumber. photos and videos are great, but in my opinion the best porn a gooner can get is their own lewd body and devolving brain. here's something to try if you want to break yourself by using yourself. 1. Set up a mirror, a camera, or both so you can watch yourself. The more angles the better, if you have multiple devices, use them all. 2. Edge like you're performing. Show off the mess you're making, suck your own fingers, hump the air. Make faces, stick your tongue out, let your eyes unfocus, smile, drool on yourself, do whatever makes you look and feel like a braindead slut. 3. While you edge, repeat a mantra, any set of words you can use to push all those pesky critical thoughts away. Like "don't think, just sink" or "I love being porn" or "this is my purpose." Say it out loud. It might be hard to make all those words while you're doing all of those silly goon faces, but don't worry, that's the point! The point is to make you *see* and *hear* how stupid, horny and desperate you're getting. To create a feedback loop where everything you do takes you deeper.