Remember when you were a kid and the only 'porn' you could find to jack off to was the lingerie section in the Sears catalog? Or maybe you're that young that the Internet wasn't a cool new thing for you and hardcore porn was there the moment you first looked for it. In which case fuck you and respect your elders. Some of us became conditioned to get wet at the sound of a modem dialing up. Anyway... you like censored porn right? There's something... fun about jackin' it to clothed women, right? Kinda like you're denying yourself in a show of submission, even though it's only porn or pics or whatever. And also kinda like you're... training. Cause I mean I've looked and the two main themes I can see in all the censored porn is, 'you're a beta' (which you know by now is a compliment) and 'you can't handle naked women.' Like... you only jack it to the idea of naked women, just like when you were a kid. So the idea becomes the turn-on. And ideas can follow you anywhere. Even in public. I mean, what's the difference between looking at a picture of a girl in normal clothes... and passing a girl on the street wearing normal clothes. Or talking to her. Her looking at you. Right at you. Into your eyes. She SEES you. And. You. Cum. Cool, I guess. So umm... Get some 'porn' lined up. Don't watch it yet. Just have it ready. Then listen to this. Then you can watch that. Safe in the knowledge that you're training for that illusive but inevitable HFO because you chose to. Or did you? Was it your idea or mine? Eh, doesn't matter now, does it? The attraction's there now and it's not going away.