Disclaimer: If you are at risk of SELFHARM or SUICIDE please DONT FEEL ASHAMED and seek HELP IMMEDIATELY >>> https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/ <<< Please only listen to this if you are in the appropriate head-space and if you can get something POSITIVE out of this very NEGATIVE audio. You are a valuable human being and you deserve to live your best life. You make the world a better place. Thank you! ___________ >>> THIS VERSION INCLUDES AFTERCARE STARTING AT MINUTE 25:00 <<< ___________ You think I hate you? Don't be ridiculous. You are insignificant. Still you come back. Every single time. It's honestly pathetic. But you can't help it, can you? This is just the way you are ... ... and nothing will ever fix that.