Why must you make me suffer through disciplining you. I don't want to punish you but you leave me no choice, I have to. Otherwise you'd learn the wrong lesson. Disobedience must be beaten out. I won't lie, I enjoy the sounds you make when I hit you. But every time I have to, I suffer just as much when I'm forced to harm you. I adore you princess. I just need to understand. I want you to know that this hurts me more than it hurts you.