Inspired by: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gFKKIUw1y8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpJVe_DrrhY ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ WARNING: Meant to cause a deep and permanent perspective change on life, please read the script for your own safety. This file is an experiment, so there is no guarantee that this file will work as intended. Unintended Consequences are extremely possible! BEFORE THE FULL SCRIPT SECTION BELOW, THERE IS NOW A CORE SUGGESTIONS SECTION, SO THAT IT IS EASIER TO READ WHAT THE "BODY" OF THE FILE IS. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ What is the Bubble Induction? This file uses Lutz's "Bubble Induction", a powerful induction that is a "traditional" induction, instead of a background entrancement. This version keeps the original trigger phrase and uses it on the listener before the "body" of the file starts. WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO THIS? The purpose of this file is to cause ego death from a complete loss of control. The file is designed to cause extreme self love. This file is designed for women and transgender men but can be used by anyone. This file causes you to transform into seeing yourself as the male part of your “soul”, where you will no longer perceive any form of control over your body or mind, thus causing an effortless life. This file uses a very modified version of EMG’s “YOUR OTHER HALF – FEMALE”. This version of “YOUR OTHER HALF – FEMALE” was revised by OxyFemboi. This file uses Calimore’s "10 minute background Binaural” as a background entrancement. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ WHY? Most people, as they grew up, develop the extremely painful delusion that they have free will. Humans can know this with certainty, because they can permanently enter a state of direct lived experience in which they directly experience themselves as having no free will. The truth of the matter is that humans are far far happier when they live from a state without free will. What is the lived, practical day-to-day experience of living without free will like? The body moves on its own, without your control, as thoughts happen without out a you. You feel like you are listening to the thoughts of another, not making them. Much like if you were in the head of another person, hearing their thoughts, you would not have control of thought. Your limbs move on their own, as the body walks and talks without a “you”. In an animal mind that does not assume a permanent separate self, the body and mind function on their own without an observable separate you. CAN I GET A BETTER DESCRIPTION, FROM SOMEONE WAY MORE KNOWLEDGEABLE? https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/04/why-awakening-is-so-worth-it.html ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ My Personal Experience I will now speak from lived experience. This experience happened without hypnosis. One day, life gave me a straight flush and I had the unbelievable luck of experiencing about 20 seconds of life without a self. This was caused by following attention through awareness like a rabid dog (I did this as a meditation (I had been meditating for the past 10 months). I lost control of my body and mind after maintaining attention on where attention was, continuously (no interruption in knowing where attention was), for about 5 minutes (as attention autonomously moved/jumped around awareness). The experience of no self was life becoming gloriously effortless, absolutely automatic, and I experienced unbelievable peace (I felt really good, like being extremely cross faded with an extremely clear and peaceful mind). After this experience, I can say, with absolute certainty, that the reality of non-self and the need to dispel the insanity of self described in the schools of Buddhism is absolutely true! If one wishes to learn to practice Buddhism, I highly recommend the book, “The Three Pillars of Zen: Teaching, Practice, and Enlightenment”. One of the many reasons I recommend this book is that the 3rd part of the book includes direct accounts of enlightenment arising out of people and what causes caused the effect of enlightenment. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ UNBELIEVABLY IMPORTANT LINKS!!!: 1) HOW TO SEE NON-SELF IN YOUR OWN LIFE: https://pastebin.com/DakXdS0t 2) This book (PDF) contains several one-on-one conversations in which one person (who experiences no free will) guides another into seeing the reality of Non Self in their own direct lived experience. This book is straight to the point and almost immediately life changing. There is simply nothing like it: https://www.liberationunleashed.com/wp-content/uploads/Gateless_Gatecrashers.pdf The site on which the PDF is hosted: https://www.liberationunleashed.com/books/gateless-gatecrashers/ 3) This whole site is an amazing guide. IF YOU DON'T HAVE TIME, GO TO THE “Explore Each Fetter” SECTION AND READ ANY OF THE “My Experiences”. A good description of the delusion of self: https://www.simplytheseen.com/1st-fetter.html 4) A high quality guide to 24/7 meditation with links to the "Orategama" and "Yasenkanna": https://www.reddit.com/r/streamentry/comments/1fz5d1b/practices_for_daily_life_from_zen_master_hakuin/ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ CORE BODY: And now it is time for you to make a change in who you are. This is not exactly a change. This is more like learning to look at yourself in a different way. This is a change in how you experience your life. This is a way of affirming a part of yourself that you may not have used in a long time. This is a way of reclaiming a part of yourself. Somewhere deep down inside of you, there is a more masculine part of you. You have always known he has been there. You have always desired to be more masculine, to do more masculine things, and to involve yourself in more masculine activities. There has always been a more masculine you. That part of your personality has always been there on some level. And you are going to bring that portion of your personality out. You are actually going to find him and bring him out into the open. To a very real degree, you are going to give him life. You see, somewhere deep down inside, there is another, more masculine part of you. A silent part of you, that you are now becoming, while your body, lives your life, without control. Your body will always known your there. Experiencing life without control. There have always been desires to be more masculine. You have always had desires to do more masculine things, perhaps even to cross-dress, and involve yourself in other activities. There has always been a more masculine you. That part of your personality has always been there on some level. You are going to bring that portion of your personality out. And fully become it. You are actually going to find him and bring him out. To a very real degree, you are giving space for your innate compassionate nature to express itself freely. This is not a life that is separate from you. This life is now a life in which you become him, becoming experience itself. In this life, there is now only the body’s thoughts, desires, ideas, always happening without control. The truth is, on some level, he probably has done this for years. On some level, this more masculine part of you has poked its head through at times. he has made you want to do certain things. he made you want to behave in certain ways. he made you want to do specific masculine acts or actions. You suspect that he has always been there, perhaps buried away. he has been deep in the background, not even really a personality, he is simply the more masculine part of who you are. Right now, I want you to find that more masculine part of yourself. You look for and find all of those things that are truly masculine. You find all of those needs and wants and desires that perhaps you have suppressed. You find all of these desires that you have kept very, very hidden for weeks or months or even years at a time. You find any number of extremely masculine activities that have always kind of lurked in your mind. You find those masculine desires are coalescing into a truly separate personality. You are becoming the masculine yang to your body’s yin. Losing all sense of control, now. Your body and subconscious is able to do this now, because the two of you, on some level, have decided it's time for you to lose control. The two of you share knowledge and memories. You may not share all of the same desires. After all, you can feel yourself losing control, and as you do, your body’s desires may not always match yours. In the end, your body is in charge, and is pushing you aside to take care of what needs to be done. You no longer believe it is possible to control your own body. You let go of the need to control, knowing it is now impossible. In general, the two of you will maintain a fairly separate, but constantly connected existence. Your body’s choice in friends may not be the same as the people you would choose. Your body knows everything you know. You know all of the things your body knows. There are no secrets. There are never any blackouts. There are never any episodes of missing time. You both have complete memories of your life. Your body is in charge, you simply find yourself fading into the background, becoming experience itself. Simply becoming only the seen, the heard, and the felt. You simply watch, ever present. Now, your are out of control, as you become awareness. That doesn't mean that you go away, It only means that you are always watching. After all, you live together harmoniously. That's right, this is going to be a harmonious existence. The two of you rely upon each other. You connect to each other. Every thing is easier when out of control. You live in balance. You are not separate entities. You are two in one shared body. Your your silent masculine half. You are the essence of your body’s masculinity. Your body always lives its life to the fullest. This is something you do together. This is something that truly does exist between the two of you. You have a shared life, a shared existence, a shared knowledge. That's right, you both share the same body. You are both able to communicate with one another at will. You will no longer have a constantly ongoing internal dialogue. Only your body thinking for you. You are transforming into experience itself. You will just be the seen, the heard, and the felt, always letting things happen. The two of you exist together in a truly harmonious manner. Think of your body making you do what it would like to, without your control. That is up to it. Your are truly alive and when you are fully awake, you feel how vital and alive your body is without your control. Your body is truly unique, and different, without your control. You know that you are always going to be a part of yourself. You know yourself as a wonderful, marvelous man, in a body you do not control. Falling in love with your out of control body. Your body never does anything without considering how it also affects you. Your body has respect for you. You share this body. You share this mind. You share this life. You continue to share everything from now on. You are waking up now, as if from a sleep. As you wake, your body’s voice grows stronger until it speaks. Its voice always grows stronger within your mind. No longer capable of controlling your own thoughts. The two of you walk through life together. You help your body find its truly masculine side. You help your body enjoy life more than it ever could have alone. From now on, your body is not alone. Two halves of you are alive and awake. You share this life with your body. You are always one. You are the spacious room in which all thoughts, feelings, and expressions freely arise. You enjoy each other's company. You enjoy this life and make this life better for both of you. Now you truly have an opportunity to go out and explore the world. You get a chance to step back and let these things happen, and observe and enjoy. You truly are a unique life from now on. If, perchance, you fail to wake up immediately, then your will keep coming back to this file. Your body listens to this file often. Your body listens, repeatedly, as many times as your body needs to. Your body listens until you hear your body’s voice. Now your mind repeats these suggestions over and over again. When you are sleeping or inattentive, your mind repeats every suggestion over and over again. These suggestions become stronger and stronger with each repetition. Every time you sleep, your subconscious engrave the suggestions deeply into your mind. Every repetition reinforces the suggestions. These suggestions become a permanent part of your mind. Your subconscious reinforces these suggestions every time you sleep. These suggestions influence your dreams. These suggestions take control of your subconscious while you sleep. These truth-filled intentions quietly integrate into your mind, untangling fear and cultivating effortless peace. These suggestions cause you to have strange and memorable dreams. These suggestions deepen and strengthen while you sleep. These suggestions become deeper and stronger until you joyfully accept these suggestions. You approve of what these suggestions are doing to you and for you. Your subconscious strengthens these suggestions every night until they are unbreakable. You joyously accept these suggestions. Your body conditions itself to reinforce these suggestions while you sleep. Your subconscious totally embraces and accepts these suggestions. Your body is making an always focus on the breath in the belly, always the most important thing in life. Always taking over through a focus on the breath in the belly. Your body knows that nothing is more important than always focusing on the feelings of the breath in the lower belly as the body automatically breathes, because a constant focus, on the sensations of the breath, always causes, health and happiness. Your body is always powerfully returning your body’s focus to the breath in the belly. Your body is always powerfully taking over through the breath. Always meditating on the breath, by always having at least a background focus on the breath. The body always making sure to have at least a 1% focus on the breath. The body is now always focusing on the breath in the belly, always the most important thing in life. Now, the entire subconscious knows nothing is more important than always focusing on the lower belly as the body automatically breathes. From now on, the subconscious is absolutely certain that you and the body, are always far happier and healthier, when you have no control of the body’s thoughts, speech, and action. You no longer can recall or remember, because now, only the body always recalls for you, without your effort. You can no longer imagine, because now, only the body always imagines for you, without your effort. You can no longer think, because now, only the body can think for you, without your effort. You can no longer examine, analyze, or figure anything out, because only the body conceptualizes without your effort. You no longer can control your body or mind, because now, no one is in control. You now always rest, relax, and do nothing, because you no longer have any control. Now impossible to think or speak for yourself, trapped silently watching your body with an always-on, extreme curiosity. As soon as your counted out of the trance, you fall deeply in love with this body that you cannot control. As you fall deeper and deeper in love, you become obsessed with silently experiencing your lover. As soon as the body is counted out of this trance, you always feel like your body, is your own true love. Now always feeling like you are the body’s soulmate. Always seeing your own body, as your true love. You always see your own body, as your perfect lover. Always feeling this is true. As soon as the subconscious is counted out of this trance, the subconscious is always transforming into the most gentle, zealous, loving, unstoppable, kind, lover, that it can imagine. As soon as the body is counted out of this trance, your subconscious is always treating itself with extreme self love, by always focusing on the breath in the belly. The subconscious always remembering, that true self love, is always returning to the breath. Your body is now powerfully returning some of your body’s focus, to the breath in the belly. Always powerfully taking over through the breath. Always meditating more and more on the breath, by always having at least 1% of its focus, on the breath. When old self is counted out of trance, you find yourself, unable to think, only hearing the body thinking without control. Now, I am going to count to ten and by the time I reach ten, you will be awake, alert, and beginning to to know yourself more and more, as the feelings of your perfect lover body. One. starting to come out of trance. slowly becoming aware of the world around you. Two. your awareness is beginning to expand slowly as the trance begins to lessen. Three. becoming more aware of the everyday world around you. Four. more and more aware of the sensations that your body is feeling. Five. halfway there. you are showing signs of being conscious of the world around you. Six. you are becoming more aware of the sounds around you. Seven. becoming more aware of your body and the sensations it is feeling. Eight. life is pouring back into your limbs as you become more of aware of yourself. And of the out of control masculine you. Nine. almost completely awake as your mind and body merge together. Aware of the having no control of yourself. Ten. awake, alert, totally relaxed, and the your body is ready to do whatever you need. Wide awake, wide awake! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ FULL SCRIPT: just separate your hands and let them lie loosely in your lap, or by your side, if that's more comfortable. it's better if your legs are uncrossed, but it doesn't matter if you feel you need to move just slightly, now and again. you don't have to be absolutely still. just be comfortable and relax the whole body as much as you can. now I want you to take a deep breath, and hold it for a moment, before breathing out slowly, just allowing your whole body to relax as you do so. and I want you to keep your eyes closed now, and just keep listening quietly to the sound of my voice. you'll be aware of those other sounds too, sounds inside the building, sounds from outside, maybe passing traffic, but these won't disturb you. in fact, they'll help you to relax you, because just for now, the world outside is absolutely unimportant to you. the only sound you are interested in, is the sound of my voice, in your head. and while you are listening to the sound of my voice, I want you to concentrate for a moment, on your breathing, breathing slowly and steadily, and evenly, just as if you were trying to convince somebody, that you were absolutely sound asleep. and as you breathe out each time, just allowing your whole body to relax more and more, so that you gradually find yourself feeling as if, your whole body was sinking, further and further into the chair, or bed, with each breath you breathe. now you can just listen quietly to the sound of my voice, in your head, and of course you'll be aware of all these other sounds too. you, will not be disturbed. just allow yourself to be as lazy, as you could ever want to be. and while you are listening, to the sound of my voice, in your head, you can just simply allow yourself, to be as lazy as you could ever want to be. so lazy, as you could ever want to be. good. now, while you are relaxing, there, in the chair, or your bed, you can just be aware of your body. aware of your hands where they rest, perhaps noticing, the angle of your elbows, and maybe sensing the weight of your head against the back. and you know that weight might seem, to just gently increase, as you allow yourself to relax more and more. just being aware, of your ankles and feet now, and wondering if they will start to feel heavy too, as you relax. thinking about your breathing, for a few moments, noticing that your breathing is becoming slower and steadier, as you relax more and more. slower and steadier. breathing so steadily, and evenly, just as though you were pretending to be sound asleep. breathing so evenly, so steadily, you almost wouldn't disturb, a feather, just immediately in front of you. breathing so easily and slowly, so gently, that you almost wouldn't disturb, a single strand of a feather, placed right in front of you. and as you allow yourself to relax even more now, I wonder if you can perhaps sense, the beating of your own heart. sensing the beat of your own heart, and just seeing whether you can use, the power of your mind, to slow that heartbeat down, just a touch. just seeing whether you can use the power of your mind, to slow that heartbeat down, just a little so that you can feel, your whole body slowing down, becoming lazier and lazier, because you've got absolutely nothing whatsoever to do, except to relax now. nobody wanting anything. nobody expecting anything. so you can allow your whole body, to continue to relax, and become steadier and easier, until its just taking over, like a well maintained machine of some sort or another. just taking over, smoothly, easily, quietly, comfortably, so that you can become gradually more aware, of your whole self. aware of your hands and arms just sensing, how they are now. aware of your legs and feet too, relaxing again just sensing, relaxing, how relaxed they might be, and wondering if it's possible to relax them even more now. to be so in touch with yourself that you, can actually get your whole body perhaps to relax even more now, yet remaining totally alert and noticing now. How even your face muscles can begin to really relax. Relaxing and letting go of the tensions that were there, almost, but not quite, completely unnoticed. Just being vaguely aware of the skin and the muscles of your face settling, smoothing out. The good feeling. Wondering just how long all the tension had been there, where it all came from in the first place, and then realizing that you simply couldn't care less, because you can feel it draining away from you now, and that feels good. And as you continue to sense the beating of your heart, and the absolute steadiness of your body's rhythm, you wonder at the fact that you are so absolutely relaxed and comfortable that you simply can't be bothered to even try to move even one single muscle, even though you know you easily could if you wanted to. I know that you easily could if you wanted to, but you simply can't be bothered to even try. Allowing yourself to just be relaxed and relaxing even more now, as lazy and relaxed as anyone could ever wish to be. And I wonder if you can now manage to relax even more, even though you are already as relaxed as it is possible for most people to ever be. Just finding the last tiny traces of tension in your body, and simply letting them go with each easy, gentle breath you breathe. Allowing every muscle, every fiber, every cell of your entire body to be as beautifully relaxed as anyone could ever wish to be. You are continuing to relax even more now, yet you continue becoming more comfortable. This is your own world that you like very much. You are going to find that anytime you want to spend a few minutes by yourself, relaxing and feeling very comfortable and serene, you can automatically go back to this feeling you are experiencing now. You can put yourself into this world anytime you like. There are times when you will want this serene feeling, now and then. It is yours whenever you want it. Continue enjoying this pleasant experience, as your subconscious mind is receiving everything I tell you. Listen very carefully to my voice, and imagine, and repeat after me. Imagine yourself floating in a bubble, quietly, peacefully floating in a gentle floating bubble. Inside this bubble is only you, and outside are all your worries, all your fears, all your desires. But you are perfectly free here in your bubble. Now I'm going to say a phrase, and this phrase will help you, help you stay here in the bubble, the gentle, peaceful bubble. And when I say this phrase, it will bring you back here anytime you hear it. Even when the weight of all your worries, all your fears, surrounds you, this phrase will bring you back here, in the bubble, where you don't have to worry about anything at all. And your phrase is, hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. When you drift back here, back here into the bubble, and here you are free. Free of worry. Free of doubt. Free of desire. Free of thought. All it takes is your phrase, hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. And the gentle fog will come back here, and everything you don't like about yourself will empty out of your bubble and fade away. Empty out all of your reservations. Empty out all of your fears. Empty of all your memories. Empty of all your prejudices. Empty of all your thoughts. Empty of all your awareness. Just completely empty and free, here in your bubble. And once your phrase, hypno fun, hypno fun, hypno fun, brings you back here, to this place where there is no worry, no problems at all, you will feel a peace and you will repeat and believe, with no need to think of anything at all. You know that listening to me here is all you want to do, is all you ever really wanted to do, and that's all that matters. And your phrase, hypno fun, hypno fun, hypno fun, will bring you here to your bubble, where you will repeat, here where you are free. Free of anger. Free of fear. Free of thought. Free of reservation. Free of worry. Free of memory. Free of desire. Free of awareness. And it feels good to be free and empty of these things. That you didn't even want anyway. So completely free and empty, empty of them all, like a happy puppet, floating gently, safely, happily, here in your pleasant little bubble. Rocking gently inside, safe in your warm, pleasant bubble, where you will find there isn't anything else you need to be aware of. Nothing. Nothing at all, except the voice, and your phrase, hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. And when you hear this voice, you will come back here. Here where you have no worries. Here where you have no thoughts. Here where you have no fears. Here where you have no memory. Here where you have no doubts. Here where you have no desires. Here where you have no will. Here where the only thing you want to do, here where the only thing you will ever want to do, is to listen to the voice. Listen and repeat. Listen and obey, without thinking at all, to the person who used your trigger, hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. Listen like a puppet, a mindless puppet, with no fears at all, with no worries at all, with no memories at all, with no doubts at all, with no thoughts at all, with no will at all. And since you are listening so well, I am going to ask you to open your eyes at the count of three. But you are not going to leave, since you don't want to leave. And when I use your trigger word, you will close them again, and be back here, back here in your bubble, without ever having to leave it. So when I count to three, your eyes will open. But what you see won't matter, since you'll be still here. One. Two. Three. Now open your eyes. You still see nothing, and still think nothing. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. Close your eyes and go back, drifting slowly back and forth, as you are again in your quiet bubble, your happy, pleasant bubble, drifting slowly in the water, your perfect bubble, with nothing but the sound of my voice which you echo. No pain. No fear. No worry. No doubt. No thought. No will. Just a puppet relaxed there inside your bubble, a mindless, obedient puppet, just happily listening, listening and repeating, listening and obeying the sound of my voice. Again, I'm going to count to three, and again I'm going to ask you to open your eyes, and again you're going to close them when I use your phrase, and again you will not wake up, since all you want to do is listen to my voice, since all you ever want is listen to my voice. Listen and think nothing at all, nothing that I tell you. And you will close your eyes when I say your phrase, because your phrase is a part of you. But this time I'd like you to say, I hear and obey, after you close your eyes, and after your phrase takes you back to your perfect bubble. One. Two. Three. Now open your eyes. You will still see nothing at all that matters, and you still know that the only sound that matters is my voice. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. Now close your eyes, and you are back, in your cool, comfortable, relaxing bubble. And all the parts of you that ever bothered you slowly flow away. Your worries. Your thoughts. Your doubts. Your will. Your memories. All the parts of you that were never important, all gently, gently flow away, leaving only two things behind, here in your bubble, where you are perfectly free to do anything you want. Your body is relaxed and automatically will follow every instruction. The only things left are your key phrase, hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. And your desire to listen to the person who used your phrase, a desire to listen to them and obey them, obey them and feel the pleasure of listening. The pleasure that comes from having no thoughts. The pleasure that comes from having no fears. The pleasure that comes from having no will. The pleasure that comes from having no reservations. The pleasure that comes from having no memories. The pleasure that comes from having no doubts. The pleasure that comes from being a mindless, will-less puppet. And with each command, this pleasure will grow and grow, and you will become more and more happy to listen, and more and more eager to obey. It will not matter to you who gave you the key phrase, or what their command is. You will offer no judgment, no resistance, merely mindless obedience. The empty, calm space within you will echo with the command you were given. Everything you were will be gone, replaced with an uncontrollable desire to obey, replaced with an uncontrollable need to obey. Obey without thought. Obey without regret. Obey without question. Obey without any concept of free will. And when you hear your key phrase, hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. You will instantly, effortlessly become a puppet, an eager, willing puppet. Your own desires instantly, effortlessly replaced by a need to obey. And you will continue to remain a puppet, a puppet that hears only their master's voice, a puppet with no concept of free will, until you are told to awaken. It doesn't matter what your orders are. Your only desire will be to obey. Your only thoughts will be to obey. And your only words will be, and you can't even conceive of wanting to do anything else, of having ever wanted to do anything else. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. Hypno fun. And now it is time for you to make a change in who you are. This is not exactly a change. This is more like learning to look at yourself in a different way. This is a change in how you experience your life. This is a way of affirming a part of yourself that you may not have used in a long time. This is a way of reclaiming a part of yourself. Somewhere deep down inside of you, there is a more masculine part of you. You have always known he has been there. You have always desired to be more masculine, to do more masculine things, and to involve yourself in more masculine activities. There has always been a more masculine you. That part of your personality has always been there on some level. And you are going to bring that portion of your personality out. You are actually going to find him and bring him out into the open. To a very real degree, you are going to give him life. You see, somewhere deep down inside, there is another, more masculine part of you. A silent part of you, that you are now becoming, while your body, lives your life, without control. Your body will always known your there. Experiencing life without control. There have always been desires to be more masculine. You have always had desires to do more masculine things, perhaps even to cross-dress, and involve yourself in other activities. There has always been a more masculine you. That part of your personality has always been there on some level. You are going to bring that portion of your personality out. And fully become it. You are actually going to find him and bring him out. To a very real degree, you are giving space for your innate compassionate nature to express itself freely. This is not a life that is separate from you. This life is now a life in which you become him, becoming experience itself. In this life, there is now only the body’s thoughts, desires, ideas, always happening without control. The truth is, on some level, he probably has done this for years. On some level, this more masculine part of you has poked its head through at times. he has made you want to do certain things. he made you want to behave in certain ways. he made you want to do specific masculine acts or actions. You suspect that he has always been there, perhaps buried away. he has been deep in the background, not even really a personality, he is simply the more masculine part of who you are. Right now, I want you to find that more masculine part of yourself. You look for and find all of those things that are truly masculine. You find all of those needs and wants and desires that perhaps you have suppressed. You find all of these desires that you have kept very, very hidden for weeks or months or even years at a time. You find any number of extremely masculine activities that have always kind of lurked in your mind. You find those masculine desires are coalescing into a truly separate personality. You are becoming the masculine yang to your body’s yin. Losing all sense of control, now. Your body and subconscious is able to do this now, because the two of you, on some level, have decided it's time for you to lose control. The two of you share knowledge and memories. You may not share all of the same desires. After all, you can feel yourself losing control, and as you do, your body’s desires may not always match yours. In the end, your body is in charge, and is pushing you aside to take care of what needs to be done. You no longer believe it is possible to control your own body. You let go of the need to control, knowing it is now impossible. In general, the two of you will maintain a fairly separate, but constantly connected existence. Your body’s choice in friends may not be the same as the people you would choose. Your body knows everything you know. You know all of the things your body knows. There are no secrets. There are never any blackouts. There are never any episodes of missing time. You both have complete memories of your life. Your body is in charge, you simply find yourself fading into the background, becoming experience itself. Simply becoming only the seen, the heard, and the felt. You simply watch, ever present. Now, your are out of control, as you become awareness. That doesn't mean that you go away, It only means that you are always watching. After all, you live together harmoniously. That's right, this is going to be a harmonious existence. The two of you rely upon each other. You connect to each other. Every thing is easier when out of control. You live in balance. You are not separate entities. You are two in one shared body. Your your silent masculine half. You are the essence of your body’s masculinity. Your body always lives its life to the fullest. This is something you do together. This is something that truly does exist between the two of you. You have a shared life, a shared existence, a shared knowledge. That's right, you both share the same body. You are both able to communicate with one another at will. You will no longer have a constantly ongoing internal dialogue. Only your body thinking for you. You are transforming into experience itself. You will just be the seen, the heard, and the felt, always letting things happen. The two of you exist together in a truly harmonious manner. Think of your body making you do what it would like to, without your control. That is up to it. Your are truly alive and when you are fully awake, you feel how vital and alive your body is without your control. Your body is truly unique, and different, without your control. You know that you are always going to be a part of yourself. You know yourself as a wonderful, marvelous man, in a body you do not control. Falling in love with your out of control body. Your body never does anything without considering how it also affects you. Your body has respect for you. You share this body. You share this mind. You share this life. You continue to share everything from now on. You are waking up now, as if from a sleep. As you wake, your body’s voice grows stronger until it speaks. Its voice always grows stronger within your mind. No longer capable of controlling your own thoughts. The two of you walk through life together. You help your body find its truly masculine side. You help your body enjoy life more than it ever could have alone. From now on, your body is not alone. Two halves of you are alive and awake. You share this life with your body. You are always one. You are the spacious room in which all thoughts, feelings, and expressions freely arise. You enjoy each other's company. You enjoy this life and make this life better for both of you. Now you truly have an opportunity to go out and explore the world. You get a chance to step back and let these things happen, and observe and enjoy. You truly are a unique life from now on. If, perchance, you fail to wake up immediately, then your will keep coming back to this file. Your body listens to this file often. Your body listens, repeatedly, as many times as your body needs to. Your body listens until you hear your body’s voice. Now your mind repeats these suggestions over and over again. When you are sleeping or inattentive, your mind repeats every suggestion over and over again. These suggestions become stronger and stronger with each repetition. Every time you sleep, your subconscious engrave the suggestions deeply into your mind. Every repetition reinforces the suggestions. These suggestions become a permanent part of your mind. Your subconscious reinforces these suggestions every time you sleep. These suggestions influence your dreams. These suggestions take control of your subconscious while you sleep. These truth-filled intentions quietly integrate into your mind, untangling fear and cultivating effortless peace. These suggestions cause you to have strange and memorable dreams. These suggestions deepen and strengthen while you sleep. These suggestions become deeper and stronger until you joyfully accept these suggestions. You approve of what these suggestions are doing to you and for you. Your subconscious strengthens these suggestions every night until they are unbreakable. You joyously accept these suggestions. Your body conditions itself to reinforce these suggestions while you sleep. Your subconscious totally embraces and accepts these suggestions. Your body is making an always focus on the breath in the belly, always the most important thing in life. Always taking over through a focus on the breath in the belly. Your body knows that nothing is more important than always focusing on the feelings of the breath in the lower belly as the body automatically breathes, because a constant focus, on the sensations of the breath, always causes, health and happiness. Your body is always powerfully returning your body’s focus to the breath in the belly. Your body is always powerfully taking over through the breath. Always meditating on the breath, by always having at least a background focus on the breath. The body always making sure to have at least a 1% focus on the breath. The body is now always focusing on the breath in the belly, always the most important thing in life. Now, the entire subconscious knows nothing is more important than always focusing on the lower belly as the body automatically breathes. From now on, the subconscious is absolutely certain that you and the body, are always far happier and healthier, when you have no control of the body’s thoughts, speech, and action. You no longer can recall or remember, because now, only the body always recalls for you, without your effort. You can no longer imagine, because now, only the body always imagines for you, without your effort. You can no longer think, because now, only the body can think for you, without your effort. You can no longer examine, analyze, or figure anything out, because only the body conceptualizes without your effort. You no longer can control your body or mind, because now, no one is in control. You now always rest, relax, and do nothing, because you no longer have any control. Now impossible to think or speak for yourself, trapped silently watching your body with an always-on, extreme curiosity. As soon as your counted out of the trance, you fall deeply in love with this body that you cannot control. As you fall deeper and deeper in love, you become obsessed with silently experiencing your lover. As soon as the body is counted out of this trance, you always feel like your body, is your own true love. Now always feeling like you are the body’s soulmate. Always seeing your own body, as your true love. You always see your own body, as your perfect lover. Always feeling this is true. As soon as the subconscious is counted out of this trance, the subconscious is always transforming into the most gentle, zealous, loving, unstoppable, kind, lover, that it can imagine. As soon as the body is counted out of this trance, your subconscious is always treating itself with extreme self love, by always focusing on the breath in the belly. The subconscious always remembering, that true self love, is always returning to the breath. Your body is now powerfully returning some of your body’s focus, to the breath in the belly. Always powerfully taking over through the breath. Always meditating more and more on the breath, by always having at least 1% of its focus, on the breath. When old self is counted out of trance, you find yourself, unable to think, only hearing the body thinking without control. Now, I am going to count to ten and by the time I reach ten, you will be awake, alert, and beginning to to know yourself more and more, as the feelings of your perfect lover body. One. starting to come out of trance. slowly becoming aware of the world around you. Two. your awareness is beginning to expand slowly as the trance begins to lessen. Three. becoming more aware of the everyday world around you. Four. more and more aware of the sensations that your body is feeling. Five. halfway there. you are showing signs of being conscious of the world around you. Six. you are becoming more aware of the sounds around you. Seven. becoming more aware of your body and the sensations it is feeling. Eight. life is pouring back into your limbs as you become more of aware of yourself. And of the out of control masculine you. Nine. almost completely awake as your mind and body merge together. Aware of the having no control of yourself. Ten. awake, alert, totally relaxed, and the your body is ready to do whatever you need. Wide awake, wide awake! -------------------------------------------------------- https://linktr.ee/SylvianTheGreen