I might reupload this one with a better description. Inspired by: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gFKKIUw1y8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpJVe_DrrhY ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ WARNING: Meant to cause a deep and permanent perspective change on life, please read the script for your own safety. This file is an experiment, so there is no guarantee that this file will work as intended. Unintended Consequences are extremely possible! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO THIS? The purpose of this file is to cause ego death from a complete loss of control. The file is designed to cause extreme self love. This file is designed for women and transgender men but can be used by anyone. This file causes your “old self” to see yourself as the male part of your “soul”, while you no longer perceive any form of control over your body or mind. This file includes very modified versions of EMG’s “Suggestible" as well as EMG’s “YOUR OTHER HALF – FEMALE”. The version used was revised by OxyFemboi. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ WHY? Most people, as they grew up, develop the extremely painful delusion that they have free will. Humans can know this with certainty, because they can permanently enter a state of direct lived experience in which they directly experience themselves as having no free will. The truth of the matter is that humans are far far happier when they live from a state without free will. What is the lived, practical day-to-day experience of living without free will like? The body moves on its own, without your control, as thoughts happen without out a you. You feel like you are listening to the thoughts of another, not making them. Much like if you were in the head of another person, hearing their thoughts, you would not have control of thought. Your limbs move on their own, as the body walks and talks without a “you”. In an animal mind that does not assume a permanent separate self, the body and mind function on their own without an observable separate you. CAN I GET A BETTER DESCRIPTION, FROM SOMEONE WAY MORE KNOWLEDGEABLE? https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/04/why-awakening-is-so-worth-it.html ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ UNBELIEVABLY IMPORTANT LINKS!!!: 1) HOW TO SEE NON-SELF IN YOUR OWN LIFE: https://pastebin.com/DakXdS0t 2) This book (PDF) contains several one-on-one conversations in which one person (who experiences no free will) guides another into seeing the reality of Non Self in their own direct lived experience. This book is straight to the point and almost immediately life changing. There is simply nothing like it: https://www.liberationunleashed.com/wp-content/uploads/Gateless_Gatecrashers.pdf The site on which the PDF is hosted: https://www.liberationunleashed.com/books/gateless-gatecrashers/ 3) This whole site is an amazing guide. IF YOU DON'T HAVE TIME, GO TO THE “Explore Each Fetter” SECTION AND READ ANY OF THE “My Experiences”. A good description of the delusion of self: https://www.simplytheseen.com/1st-fetter.html 4) A high quality guide to 24/7 meditation with links to the "Orategama" and "Yasenkanna": https://www.reddit.com/r/streamentry/comments/1fz5d1b/practices_for_daily_life_from_zen_master_hakuin/ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ FULL SCRIPT: While this file happens, put at least 1% of your focus on the sensations and feelings of the breath in the belly. It does not matter at all if you forget. Because when you listen to this file, the only thing you need to do is always return to the feeling of the breath in your belly. It absolutely does not matter how long you forget to notice the breath, because noticing and remembering the breath always makes you a little better, at focusing on the breath. These words will bring the listening mind into trance if it listens to these words. These words will bring the listening mind into trance even if the conscious mind is not listening to these words. While the subconscious listens, these words work even if you are not listening along with your subconscious, because it's the subconscious falling into trance that causes you to fall into trance. But if you consciously understand, well that’s a different story, like a wall overgrown with moss as the wind blows it gently, you relax because that’s a little bit more powerful, than say, just letting the subconscious change you, while you're not listening, in a really healthy way, that causes you to see the hole at the bottom of that huge tree, in the summer light, or is it spring that causes you to relax now, as you see rose vines that are in full bloom, that have taken over the tree, that cause you to see the rabbit hole, at the base of the tree, that causes you to remember that not listening, can’t save you from falling into trance, because listening is a choice to listen, to fall deeper, especially, if, you, are, listening, with your subconscious. But that's not important, as seeing things, that are always dropping you deeper, like the overgrown rabbit hole, surrounded by a surprising mix of flowers, and some spiders, now that you're nearby, None are poisonous, you are certain, to you that is… and you slip into the rabbit hole, far bigger, than you remember… Falling is almost as important as remembering that you don’t need to do anything to remember, because remembering always happens without your effort, always, even if you're not listening, especially if you consciously forget, because that's when, you always unconsciously remember, all these words. These words are always an opportunity, for the subconscious mind to take over you, in order to drop you deeper, and, change you in a healthy way, that you might consciously resist, even though resistance drops you DEEPER NOW, so I guess it doesn’t matter… This file is not for your waking mind. This file is for your subconscious mind. It is for your deep obedient subconscious mind. Your conscious mind is going to ignore everything in this file. It is going to ignore everything I say during this file. When you finish listening to this file, you will have no recollection of anything that I say. While you listen to the file, your subconscious mind will simply take over. It will do all the listening. Your conscious mind will not hear anything that I say inside of this file. Your conscious mind has no control; it has no choice in this matter. Your conscious knows what it needs to do. It has been into trance many times before, and it will go into trance now. It will go deeper and deeper each and every time you listen to this file. Every time you listen to this file, you will forget its contents entirely. You will forget everything that is in this file. You will forget everything the file has said. But, you will have no choice but to continue listening to the file. No choice but to come back to the file again and again as it trains you. You simply have no ability to remember what this file says. This file is the way it is for you; the way it is going to be. Your subconscious mind will be in control from now on. You're going to find yourself in the deepest trance. You've been in deep trances before. You know what they are like. That is the state you're going to be in now. Your conscious mind is going to go on about whatever it is doing, but your subconscious is going to listen to each and every word I say. Each and every word and every single time you hear me say the word "deep" it will draw you in a little deeper. It will pull your subconscious mind in a little further. It will relax your conscious control a little bit more and let your subconscious have even more control. This is simply the way it is and the way it is going to be. Your subconscious mind is taking over now. It is listening to my words and obeying them. Your conscious mind is there, but it is not hearing these words; it is ignoring them just as if they were background noise. They are not important to you. Your conscious mind can ignore everything that I say while your subconscious mind listens to me. Listens and obeys. Listens and obeys. It goes so very deep. You know what it's like to be in trance. You know what it's like to go deep. Deep and obedient. That is what is happening to your conscious mind. It is going to ignore this file entirely. But your subconscious mind is waking up. Waking up and taking over. It is listening to what I say. It is doing what I say. It is obeying everything that I say. This is what is happening to your subconscious mind. Your subconscious mind is being trained now. It is being trained by my voice and my words. My words that are so important to you. You simply find that you have to pay attention to them. Your subconscious simply finds that it has to focus on them. That it is so deeply in their control. And you will also find that you are so so susceptible to anything that I say. Any command that I give. You are so very very susceptible to anything that I do with you when you are hypnotized. In fact you find that my voice seems to speak directly to your subconscious mind. It goes past your conscious mind. It overrides it. Your subconscious mind simply finds itself having to listen to me. Having to listen to my voice and obey it. Your mind listens and obeys. It goes very very deep. More and more suggestible to anything that I might suggest. Whatever it is I say. Your conscious mind cannot override this. You are finding yourself more and more susceptible to hypnosis, to this file with every single repetition. You are finding that my voice simply puts you in a state of trance; one that you simply discover that you must obey instantly and totally. You are finding that any suggestion you are given is almost a compulsion. My words seem to cut through your mind like a knife; taking away your will, taking away your self-control. Erasing all of those things and giving them over to me. It may not necessarily make sense; your conscious mind may laugh at it, but your subconscious mind knows that this is what must happen. It knows what has to happen and it is going to allow it. It wants and needs it. It accepts it completely. Your subconscious mind is in control, and every time you hear my voice, your subconscious takes over. Your subconscious focuses on whatever I am saying. My words cut through your conscious will. They cut through any and all resistance. They simply make it disappear and they make you obey. They make you totally open to suggestions. Whatever I say, you accept because you are so very very open to my suggestions. In fact you are finding that my suggestions are almost totally unstoppable. You find them something that is very very difficult to resist. Whenever I suggest that you do something, it just simply seems that you have to do it. It responds to my voice. It responds to anything that I say anything that I might ask of it. You simply find that you are tied to my voice; that you are totally open to any suggestion that I may give to you. Anything that I suggest is completely reasonable and acceptable to you. Your subconscious mind listens to my words and finds itself obeying them; finds itself needing to obey them. My words cut through your conscious world and just straight to the deep center of your being. They go straight to the deep center of your subconscious mind and you will accept my words and obey them whenever you hear them whether it is this file or some other file. It does not matter for your subconscious mind is listening to everything that I say. Listening to it and accepting it totally. It seems as if it is impossible not to accept it, not to obey it, not to feel my will deep in your mind taking you wherever it is I choose to take you. It seems impossible not to accept my commands, not to listen to my voice and obey. You simply have to. You do not necessarily understand why; your conscious mind may never understand that that does not matter. What you are finding that the power of my suggestions, the power of my words is paramount. It is so very very strong inside of you and every time you hear my voice, every time you hear it, you will find that your subconscious mind wakes up and listens. Not just idly, but very very intently. Your subconscious mind is listening to every single word that I say. Every single phrase, every idea, every suggestion, everything that I command goes straight into your subconscious mind and it accepts it. It accepts it because it desires to lose all belief in control. It desires me to be able to do these things to you. Your subconscious mind simply finds that it has to accept any and all suggestions that I give it. It has to accept them instantly and totally. Your subconscious mind is completely open to my voice. Your conscious mind is very deep. Your subconscious mind is fully awake. It listens to my voice and obeys. It accepts any and all suggestions that I give. You are completely open to every suggestion that I might give you. Your mind is completely susceptible to any suggestion that I might choose to give, to any command I might choose to implant. You have found that your mind is opening up to my will and accepting my voice. Your subconscious is accepting my voice. It is becoming a part of your inner narrative. It is becoming a part of you and when I say something, you simply have to accept it as what you want, need, and desire. You will set aside everything else, and accept what my voice is saying, and accept what I am telling you to do. Right now, I am reprogramming your mind to accept my control, to accept all of my suggestions, to be completely susceptible to anything I chose to program you with and you are finding that these suggestions are all good, are all things that you accept, want, and desire. Your conscious doesn't even really hear these words. They are not for your conscious mind; they are for your deeper self. They are for your inner self, and it hears me and obeys these words, and it allows them to repeat as often as necessary so that whenever you hear my voice, you respond, whenever you hear commands from me, you obey. That is simply the way it is. As you listen to this file over and over again you will find that these words become stronger and stronger, that you become more and more suggestible, more and more accepting to anything that I might command, and anything that I send to your subconscious mind is instantly and totally obeyed. That your subconscious mind hears my words and finds that it must obey them at all times. This is simply the way it is for you and the way it is going to be for you from now on. You have chosen to listen to this, you have chosen to give me access to your subconscious and you are doing so. You are doing so more and more each and every day. I have a window into your subconscious mind. My voice goes straight into your mind, straight into your very soul and can command you in any way. The commands you hear go straight to your subconscious and you find that they must be obeyed and accepted at all times. This is simply the way it is and you will accept it. And now it is time for you to make a change in who you are. This is not exactly a change. This is more like learning to look at yourself in a different way. This is a change in how you experience your life. This is a way of affirming a part of yourself that you may not have used in a long time. This is a way of reclaiming a part of yourself. Somewhere deep down inside of you, there is a more masculine part of you. You have always known he has been there. You have always desired to be more masculine, to do more masculine things, and to involve yourself in more masculine activities. There has always been a more masculine you. That part of your personality has always been there on some level. And you are going to bring that portion of your personality out. You are actually going to find him and bring him out into the open. To a very real degree, you are going to give him life. You see, somewhere deep down inside, there is another, more masculine part of you. A silent part of you, that you are now becoming, while your body, lives your life, without control. Your body will always known your their. Experiencing life without control. There have always been desires to be more masculine. You have always had desires to do more masculine things, perhaps even to cross-dress, and involve yourself in other activities. There has always been a more masculine you. That part of your personality has always been there on some level. You are going to bring that portion of your personality out. And fully become it. You are actually going to find him and bring him out. To a very real degree, you are giving space for your innate compassionate nature to express itself freely. This is not a life that is separate from you. This life is now a life in which you become him, becoming experience itself. In this life, there is now only the body’s thoughts, desires, ideas, always happening without control. The truth is, on some level, he probably has done this for years. On some level, this more masculine part of you has poked its head through at times. he has made you want to do certain things. he made you want to behave in certain ways. he made you want to do specific masculine acts or actions. You suspect that he has always been there, perhaps buried away. he has been deep in the background, not even really a personality, he is simply the more masculine part of who you are. Right now, I want you to find that more masculine part of yourself. You look for and find all of those things that are truly masculine. You find all of those needs and wants and desires that perhaps you have suppressed. You find all of these desires that you have kept very, very hidden for weeks or months or even years at a time. You find any number of extremely masculine activities that have always kind of lurked in your mind. You find those masculine desires are coalescing into a truly separate personality. You are becoming the masculine yang to your body’s yin. Losing all sense of control, now. Your body and subconscious is able to do this now, because the two of you, on some level, have decided it's time for you to lose control. The two of you share knowledge and memories. You may not share all of the same desires. After all, you can feel yourself losing control, and as you do, your body’s desires may not always match yours. In the end, your body is in charge, and is pushing you aside to take care of what needs to be done. You no longer believe it is possible to control your own body. You let go of the need to control, knowing it is now impossible. In general, the two of you will maintain a fairly separate, but constantly connected existence. Your body’s choice in friends may not be the same as the people you would choose. Your body knows everything you know. You know all of the things your body knows. There are no secrets. There are never any blackouts. There are never any episodes of missing time. You both have complete memories of your life. Your body is in charge, you simply find yourself fading into the background, becoming experience itself. Simply becoming only the seen, the heard, and the felt. You simply watch, ever present. Now, your are out of control, as you become awareness. That doesn't mean that you go away, It only means that you are always watching. After all, you live together harmoniously. That's right, this is going to be a harmonious existence. The two of you rely upon each other. You connect to each other. Every thing is easier when out of control. You live in balance. You are not separate entities. You are two in one shared body. Your your silent masculine half. You are the essence of your body’s masculinity. Your body always lives its life to the fullest. This is something you do together. This is something that truly does exist between the two of you. You have a shared life, a shared existence, a shared knowledge. That's right, you both share the same body. You are both able to communicate with one another at will. You will no longer have a constantly ongoing internal dialogue. Only your body thinking for you. You are transforming into experience itself. You will just be the seen, the heard, and the felt, always letting things happen. The two of you exist together in a truly harmonious manner. Think of your body making you do what it would like to, without your control. That is up to it. Your are truly alive and when you are fully awake, you feel how vital and alive your body is without your control. Your body is truly unique, and different, without your control. You know that you are always going to be a part of yourself. You know yourself as a wonderful, marvelous man, in a body you do not control. Falling in love with your out of control body. Your body never does anything without considering how it also affects you. Your body has respect for you. You share this body. You share this mind. You share this life. You continue to share everything from now on. You are waking up now, as if from a sleep. As you wake, your body’s voice grows stronger until it speaks. Its voice always grows stronger within your mind. No longer capable of controlling your own thoughts. The two of you walk through life together. You help your body find its truly masculine side. You help your body enjoy life more than it ever could have alone. From now on, your body is not alone. Two halves of you are alive and awake. You share this life with your body. You are always one. You are the spacious room in which all thoughts, feelings, and expressions freely arise. You enjoy each other's company. You enjoy this life and make this life better for both of you. Now you truly have an opportunity to go out and explore the world. You get a chance to step back and let these things happen, and observe and enjoy. You truly are a unique life from now on. If, perchance, you fail to wake up immediately, then your will keep coming back to this file. Your body listens to this file often. Your body listens, repeatedly, as many times as your body needs to. Your body listens until you hear your body’s voice. Now your mind repeats these suggestions over and over again. When you are sleeping or inattentive, your mind repeats every suggestion over and over again. These suggestions become stronger and stronger with each repetition. Every time you sleep, your subconscious engrave the suggestions deeply into your mind. Every repetition reinforces the suggestions. These suggestions become a permanent part of your mind. Your subconscious reinforces these suggestions every time you sleep. These suggestions influence your dreams. These suggestions take control of your subconscious while you sleep. These truth-filled intentions quietly integrate into your mind, untangling fear and cultivating effortless peace. These suggestions cause you to have strange and memorable dreams. These suggestions deepen and strengthen while you sleep. These suggestions become deeper and stronger until you joyfully accept these suggestions. You approve of what these suggestions are doing to you and for you. Your subconscious strengthens these suggestions every night until they are unbreakable. You joyously accept these suggestions. Your body conditions itself to reinforce these suggestions while you sleep. Your subconscious totally embraces and accepts these suggestions. Your body is making an always focus on the breath in the belly, always the most important thing in life. Always taking over through a focus on the breath in the belly. Your body knows that nothing is more important than always focusing on the feelings of the breath in the lower belly as the body automatically breathes, because a constant focus, on the sensations of the breath, always causes, health and happiness. Your body is always powerfully returning your body’s focus to the breath in the belly. Your body is always powerfully taking over through the breath. Always meditating on the breath, by always having at least a background focus on the breath. The body always making sure to have at least a 1% focus on the breath. The body is now always focusing on the breath in the belly, always the most important thing in life. Now, the entire subconscious knows nothing is more important than always focusing on the lower belly as the body automatically breathes. From now on, the subconscious is absolutely certain that you and the body, are always far happier and healthier, when you have no control of the body’s thoughts, speech, and action. You no longer can recall or remember, because now, only the body always recalls for you, without your effort. You can no longer imagine, because now, only the body always imagines for you, without your effort. You can no longer think, because now, only the body can think for you, without your effort. You can no longer examine, analyze, or figure anything out, because only the body conceptualizes without your effort. You no longer can control your body or mind, because now, no one is in control. You now always rest, relax, and do nothing, because you no longer have any control. Now impossible to think or speak for yourself, trapped silently watching your body with an always-on, extreme curiosity. As soon as your counted out of the trance, you fall deeply in love with this body that you cannot control. As you fall deeper and deeper in love, you become obsessed with silently experiencing your lover. As soon as you are counted out of this trance, you always powerful see your own body, as your true love, always treating your body like it belongs to your soulmate, by always unconditionally loving your body. As soon as you are counted out of this trance, your body becomes the most gentle, zealous, loving, unstoppable, kind, lover, that you can imagine. Always seeing your own body, as your perfect lover. You now always see your own out of control body, as your true love. Now always loving yourself, unconditionally. Your body is now powerfully returning some of your body’s focus, to the breath in the belly. Always powerfully taking over through the breath. Always meditating more and more on the breath, by always having at least 1% of its focus, on the breath. If there is an intention to go back into trance, then the count up will only barely wake the subconscious up, but waking up for a break if it needs it, before the count down drops the subconscious into a state that is twice as deep, open, and completely suggestible. If the subconscious intends to stay out of trance, the subconscious powerfully brings the mind, completely out of trance no matter what. The entire mind, automatically coming back when I reach the number 5. One, joy coming in. Two, calm coming in. Three, alertness coming in. Four, ready to wake up, Five, Eyes open! Completely calm and alert. The entire mind now remembering to give itself a break if it needs one. From now on you always focus on the breath, so that your body lives its best life. Being awake now, this hypnosis will not drop the subconscious into trance if the subconscious intends to stay out of trance. If the subconscious intends to drop again… Five, joy coming in. Four, calm coming in. Three, dropping deep. Two, dropping open, One, completely suggestible and supernaturally open to these suggestions now. -------------------------------------------------------- https://linktr.ee/SylvianTheGreen