CNC Fantasy - Begging you to stop 2
Begging, moaning, and crying for you to stop. (Fantasy content, recorded by me while I was safe).
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CNC Fantasy - Scared Sounds
This one is short and has almost no talking in it. Just scared moans and sounds. (Fantasy content, recorded by me while I was having dirty thoughts).
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CNC Fantasy - Waking up slow to someone abusing me
This one starts off with happy moaning sounds until I realize that I don’t know who you are then the begging and crying starts. (This is fantasy content, I was safe alone in my bed having dirty thoughts when I recorded it, no one was hurt or traumatized by it)
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CNC Fantasy - begging you to stop
There’s a bit of the emotional crying in this one too but begging you to stop.
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Emotional edging 3 begging for you to make me cum
Again with the crying. Also the quality isn't great. The phone was on the pillow beside me and I was not doing great at staying still.
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Emotional edging 2 begging to be denied
Crying and begging to be kept in denial.
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Emotional edging 1 warm up
I am deep in an edging run and it was hitting me emotionally today. This is me talking about it. I'll also upload two begging files where I let myself go into the emotional mess. (A note: I am ok, this is a kink that I'm playing with on purpose. I am taking care of myself and while the emotions aren't faked, they're also not me breaking down or anything. Just a bit if catharsis through masturbation).
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I want you to tell me no
Don't let me cum
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June Begging Poll: Please give me permission to cum
Asking as politely as possible.
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June Begging Poll: Please don't let me cum
Begging to be denied
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une Begging Poll: Please open up my ass
This one is more fantasy than straight up begging. It's a whole scenario.
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Talking myself into the anal
I don't really like anal and I found I needed to ramble a bit to get going.
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June Begging Poll: Please fuck me
Begging for your cock to slide into me from behind.
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June Begging Poll: Please keep me in denial
Begging to be kept in denial and not be allowed to cum. (gender neutral language)
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Poll Challenge: pathetic begging
I need to come so badly.
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Poll Challenge: frustration
I was so frustrated with the low throb of the vibrator. It was making me lose my mind.
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Poll Challenge: begging to get fucked
I did all of these in a row. I'm not super coherent.
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Poll Challenge: begging for anal
The idea of being edged into oblivion and then fucked in a way that I can't come from is a huge mindfuck and turn on.
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Poll Challenge: morning
I think I might have still been half asleep
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Poll Challenge: I can't control my own orgasms
The other "whoops too much edging and I'm starting to drop myself into a trance" one.
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Poll Challenge: please control me
I have a hypno kink that I don't usually advertise on reddit but it definitely comes out in these two. This one hits a point where I am just muttering mantras by the end.
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Poll Challenge: begging to get fucked hard
This one also fell apart when I got too close and had to stop before I went over the edge
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Poll Challenge: lost the plot
Switching to a dildo got me a bit fucked up
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Poll Challenge: just begging for an orgasm
This one is just I coherent please please please kind of begging to be allowed to cum.
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Poll Challenge: begging to suck cock
This one is sort of a narrated fantasy.
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Poll Challenge: Let me be good for you
Begging for anything you might want. Trying to be good and earn that orgasm.
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Poll Challenge: intro
Working myself up to it
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I am so fucked
I set this poll on Reddit and instead of posting it to my personal profile like usual, I submitted it to 'fapdeciders' and it is doing numbers like I was not expecting. I said I would do 1 minute of audio × the number of votes for whatever won. I expected it to be a bit much but to the tune for 40 minutes of begging. We're only 1/24 hours in and there are 87 votes. I'm so fucked.
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2023 004 - early morning edge
This one is a bit incoherent. Edging first thing in the morning. Right now the reddit poll stands at 8 edges and 7 orgasms. I said I wanted to be overwhelmed.
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2023 003 - Cumming with clothes pins on my breasts
First orgasm of the year. Came with permission from a redditor.
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002 - Edging before bed
January 12. Edging with a vibrator. No permission to come
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2023 001 - Reminder to Myself: no coming without permission
I set myself a goal for this year, I won't come without permission. This is the first time I've played with myself this year. No orgasm. Just some reminders for myself while I ride on the dildo
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Ruining an orgasm
I was told to ruin an orgasm on Sunday before bed.
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I made a mistake
Giving my orgasm away to a fucking reddit poll was mistake. I am so needy and I don't want to edge anymore.
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Gagging for Dylan
Dylan on Reddit left me a random message that I found early this morning asking me to gag on a dildo so he could come to it. This is the result of that.
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I am a toy for other people's pleasure
Repeating the mantra "I am a toy for others people's pleasure."
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22/12/23 - denied an orgasm

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Begging #8 - A bit pathetic
For Ryan on Reddit. I got q bit pathetic and whiny with this one.
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Good girls don't come
Begging #7 For John on Reddit who wanted me to repeat good girls don't come while slowly riding a dildo.
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Begging #6
Alex again. Please.
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Begging #5
For Swift6649 on Reddit who just told me to beg. I'm feeling a bit pathetic after all the edging today so I ended up begging for help here.
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Begging #4
For Alex who wanted me to beg to come on his cock.
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Begging #3
For Montaignesgoose who wanted me to beg to have my toys taken away because I can't control myself with them. I did this one on a vibe
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Begging #2
For tr1861 on Reddit who told me I should give him my orgasm instead of coming for myself. I was edging by riding on a dildo.
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Begging #1
ForAnonymousManLV on Reddit who told me I needed to make him cum first because I didn't deserve it yet. I was edging riding on a dildo.
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Please let cum
I gave my orgasm to a poll on reddit ther are 17 hours remaining in it. I think denial is currently leading. I want to come so badly.
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Please fuck me
Begging to be fucked on your cock
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Riding your cock
What would you do if I was grinding on your cock?
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Morning
Yeah woke up horny
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I am very horny
The goal is to wake up aroused and already halfway into this headspace
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Rambling
I have a toy buzzing away low and steady and it us making it hard for me to hold onto my train of thought.
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Warming up
I'm trying to work my way up to begging tonight
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Practicing my begging
It is July 24th. I haven't come since June 26th. I've also been edging to this hypno file with a strong "You can't come without permission, you need to beg for it and that is embarrassing so you'll avoid it" element yo it that has definitely got into my head. So I am trying to push myself to beg just to chase that mix of humiliation and arousal while I am edging.
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Gangbang Fantasy
Edging and talking through a fantasy of being shared with all your friends.
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Begging for an orgasm and not getting it
Begging for an orgasm makes me feel fucked up and desperate but the humiliation angle is a turn on. Still, I avoid it because of that desperate feeling. So I'm going to practice a little bit today
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Edge 1
Let's see how many I can get today. Thus first one was at 7:40 this morning.
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Last night's edge
I didn't get in very many edges last night. I drew out my warm up too far. This is just heavy breathing and a bit of moaning. But I kind of like having an audio record of every edge.
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Warming up to it
Just a chatty start to my edging run tonight.
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Edging to a Blowjob Fantasy
This might be the sluttiest thing I've recorded. Taking my way through a fantasy based on an ask I got on tumblr.
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Edging: I don't want to come
Talking myself through an edge helps me stay near the top of the peak.
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Cuddle to sleep

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Go back to work
You aren't on slut hours yet.
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Summer Slut: Introduction
For the summer season between June 21 and September 21, I'm going to leave it to you internet whether or not I get to cum.
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Desperate

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Grinding for you
Sitting on the toy, grinding against it just because you told me to.
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Please
Begging for touch. Begging for cock.
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Don't come
It's been awhile since I made a recording.
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Last session of the night
I did not last very long.
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Figured out the osci
Got a little chatty here. I am so blessed out and half drunk on edging.
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Edging to Hypnosis
I am working my hips against a dildo and talking back to a hypnosis file.
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Release after a week of denial
The first chunk of this is me losing my mind on edge with a vibe buried inside me on my gspot. There's a bit of a gap when I realise that I'm about to ruin my sheets and switch to kneeling on the floor and using a dildo to fuck myself the rest of the way over the edge. I wanted to make sure you can hear how wet my cunt is.
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Relief after a long edge
I completely ruined everything I was wearing.
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Messy masturbating
I settled in with a vibe on my clit intending to be able to dirty talk coherently and immediately fell to pieces
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Gagged Edging
I put a vibe inside me and the strapped on a ring gag and then let the toy do its work. I didn't come. I'm trying to last 2 weeks before I let myself come. I haven't done a denial stretch this long before and I'm still at the beginning. Talk to menin another 5 days and we'll see where I stand.
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Throat Training June 15th
I'm getting better at both keeping it in my throat and recording without making that sound against the mic.
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Fuck me
My vibe died immediately
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Figging makes me whine
A kink post on tumblr mentioned figging which is a kink where you peel and carve a piece of raw ginger root into a buttplug shape and then slide it into your ass. The ginger is hell on sensitive membranes but doesn't do damage to your skin so you can experiment with pain without bruises or chemicals that mess with your nerves (like icy-hot which is apparently very bad for mucous membranes). It made me whine and squirm and I just barely made it the five minutes I set for myself as a challenge.
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Throat Training June 8th
I stuck the dido to the wall of my wardrobe and got on my knees to suck on it.
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Friday afternoon
a wind down after work.
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using my mouth
I bought this little posable dildo that if I bend just a little rubs against just the wrong spot when I suck on it. I lay back with a vibrator between my legs and tried to see how long I could handle gagging on it before I needed a break.
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Saturday Morning
a little bit of early morning edging
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