So I made this at 1 in the morning, when I was tired, my depression was acting up, and I was just feeling really out of it. It was kind of an honest attempt at acting and trying to show how I felt, but it ended up more like, “comfort your angsty roommate simulator: the teenage years, no one understands me”. I just, I don’t really have an outlet, and I thought writing and acting out a script might help me in some way, and it did. It helped me a bit, but listening back to it I’m unsure if I really did the best job I could with this one. Maybe I’m too hard on myself? I don’t know. Basically what happens is you’re my roommate, you walk in on me in my bed naked, completely exposed and masturbating like I usually do for at least a few hours a day. You get so pissed off by the state I’m living my life in, in a pool of self-pity, and your love for me (I don’t know man it was 1am okay) that you try to snap me out of it, but then you get horny and fuck me. Does it make sense? I don’t know. It felt good to record though, and it’s not like I’m getting anything from this— it’s mainly a risk I take out of enjoyment for the craft. Maybe it’s justified I just do what I want when I’m putting this out there completely free?