Summary: Per original request: You (the listener) have always been a kind person, always helping out others and being there for people when they needed it. However, you've never been in a relationship before, and the first time you had feelings for someone and told them, you got rejected. You weren't mad at them, and understood, but it still hurt. To this day, you've been trying to hide your loneliness since you were scared of being a burden. But you still longed for the same comfort and care of a lover. You had decent looks, although you were still insecure because you were on the smaller end, and didn't want to come off as weird or creepy. So, you've been bottling up your sadness for far too long. You've had your roommate for almost a year now, and you've developed a crush on her, even though she was nearly a foot taller than you. However, you felt like she was too kind for you, and you were scared of ruining the friendship that you had. One night when you were alone in your room, your sadness and stress became too much to bear. you laid in bed, softly crying and whimpering into your pillow. Your roommate, who was just getting back from a party, opens the door and finds you... bro this was so fun to record. thankies for listening. slay to all my subby boys yall are real ones fr