hi baby. i don't really know how to describe this except like, i was scrolling through our old messages and i started touching myself and then suddenly i was calling you and now here we are. there's a lot of begging. like a genuinely embarrassing amount of begging. i edge myself for most of it because my body still won't let me cum without your permission even though we haven't talked in a fucking year. i switch between being submissive and desperate and then trying to take care of you because we used to do both and i miss both and i miss you and fuck! i'm rambling again. sorry. anyway if you actually listen to all of this please call me back because i'm clearly losing my mind and also i miss you and also i'd let you kill me and also please. just please. i love you i'm sorry please respond. (embarrassingly based on a true story