With a spiked cock ring already in place at the base of my cock I begin to use a vibrator on the tip, forcing myself to feel those spikes dig in more and more as I get harder and harder. The plan was to take a paddle to my balls (which were particularly vulnerable thanks to the ball stretcher) ten times for each edge and then begin again until I couldn't take it anymore. It did not take as long as I thought it would... those spikes were really digging in! I was forced to stop and take the cock ring off after the second edge at which point I punished myself by pulling the zipper, a piece of string attached to a dozen clothespins placed on the insides of my thighs before giving my balls the ten shots with the paddle they were still owed. I did not expect to get to that finale so soon! I then leave myself desperate and denied as I lie there still feeling the aftereffects. I don't deserve to cum. Whether you want to just sit back and enjoy or imagine that you're the one doing all of these sadistic things to me I do hope you enjoy listening. Please, let me suffer for you... Recorded August 2025.