I get it now. I know a lot about having a rapekink, about wanting to take someone against their will, and about wanting to be pinned down and roughed up, and about how hot it can feel to be overpowered, or to overpower someone else, and etc... ...but I never understood wanting to fuck someone because it's the closest thing you can do to destroying them. I'd heard of that kink, but I never understood it, until now. Until you. I get wanting to abuse and hurt the fuck out of you. I get it now.