this is myast post I recorded it last night when I got home I cant seem to trust my reaso for wanting to share these. But I don't like to leave it unfinished. I tried and tried to record a different message, but...it didn't work. I would have loved to end on a happy/laughter note. But there are plenty of those from previous months. So have me realizing he isn't coming back, a few tears, some heavy sad. Listen at your own discretion.