[F4M] [F4A] What do you do when I call silent like that? [Ramblefap] [real orgasm] [first half ramble] [second half fap] [talk of mortality] [24 minutes] [clit sucker] [g-spot toy] [vibrator] In tonight's episode: Labeled F4A as I do not believe I describe any body parts specifically. (Except my own) I needed to get chatty about a life lived. The first fifteen minutes or so have many long pauses and reflections of aging. I really was not sure this would get recorded. I thought about stopping several times. But I just let the silence hang, so I guess it's like hanging out with me in person. I talk about wanting you there to touch me, ground me. And then at around minute ten I pull out the toys. I don't make a ton of noise in this one. a bit rusty at sharing myself I suppose. I come the first time around minute 13. Then I whip out the clit sucker and work myself to the deeper more intense orgasm I was after: it took a bit of work, and I nearly gave up several times. Located around minute 20 or so. As ever, here I am. Enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you.