happy hyper headspace heightensthis is mostly an audio because i go into the details on the voice. but the overall theme is the same as usual, little girl babygirl stuff, mysticism, astrology, planets, energy, esoteric and occult meanings..ya know the same ol same ol.
had a song that i was listening to that was begging to be tweaked speed wise and then the a-ha hitting me to delve deeper into the analysis and the song and mood it produces.Play Count: 111 completing the circleclosing the gap. this is how i hear boo by pinback. transmission vibes with the silence and clicks on purpose.Play Count: 57 more synergythis is going on my synergy playlist i'm building that showcases the energy/vibe/essence between the daddy and the baby. even though the playlist isn't done being created and melded, like some of the songs on my other playlist this song is ready to be shared. it popped up, sparkled in my library, and said
HEY SHOW ME OFF.
so i did.
i like the noise of setting it up in the beginning because it feels like the alien transmissions, sending a signal, mic check mic check, stuff like that.
side reference to that, this is a meta reference. obscure song, referencing obscure movie:
"As I set down these notes on paper
I'm obsessed by the thought that I may be the last living man on earth
2X2L calling CQ
2X2L calling CQ
2X2L calling CQ, New York?
Isn't there anyone on the air?
Isn't there anyone on the air?
Isn't there anyone?"Play Count: 64 long live softcorestart this off with some unintelligible text
FDSAINFSAOFNDSAOFISANFOSANIFOSADIFNSDAFDAS
cat typing in the fire gif.
I HAD NO IDEA THE ENTIRE LYRICS WERE GOING TO FIT AS A TITLE I THOUGHT IT'D BE TOO SHORT.
but spirit has a way and oh ho i knewww it was a way because the way this whole thing came together, when it's time it's fucking time.
for a long time i've been creating the concept of what ddlg really is and what it really should be called. because i've said on here so many times and have felt for years that name for me and my peeps my tribe is redactive, punitive, and ineffectual. you can't label people's identities based on one style of a fucking relationship da fuck?
but i was pondering, exploring, building, peering through the murky waters. doin what the mystics do.
but today was the day.
i actually was going to work on either editing my audio of why captain america is the ultimate daddy and why he's my marvel comics husband for years and how most people who write the essence of steve rogers just get the daddy personality/mindset/identity to a t(even when he was HAIL HYDRA which jeesus that artis loot knew how to draw men right that entire series steve was still daddy just the less popular though from what i see in the community now a more popular darker side of the same tip) or some tantra musings i went on and i think if i remember the end focus was that it's great the average guy has moved on from knowing a womans body has breast and a womans body has a vagina, sometimes maybe a clit but that's kinda a mystery, but that the current themes or focus for the average guy has gone back to a roadmap but there's really a whole universe out there that'd be great if more started to be mindful of.....i think there was probably something dynamic-y i threw in there because this reddit of mine is the tantra diaries 101 and i've pretty much already gotten all my musings on that out of me awhile ago.
buttttttttttttttttttttttt when the signs say go the signs say fucking go.
as they say at least for me and my world and the people i engage with, the king is dead! ddlg is finally finally fucking dead.
long live the label of softcore.
honestly i rarely see that term anywhere so i was very very like oh we really doin this now spirit when i saw someone else mention on here. i was like yup gear up it's time to move into this new space and new conversation of it all.Play Count: 81 down the yellow brick road to a new lingo. calling your bigs/daddies/mommies a caretaker is dead. fetch isn't happening. it's now a keeper or a shade. preferably keeper and roundabout discussion on why.while editing this, at the end of this i said it was going to take me 2 days to do this....
it in fact took me near a week to do this.
lol.
the opposite of baby megan's lyrics: "he sweatin like it's been a few hours, it only been a few minutes".
but coming up with the connections, added with a little flowy thoughts sidetrails and hyperfocusing on specifics, and discussing a concept about letting go of decades long terms for something newer will do that.
i talk for about even edited down a whole hour on this. i don't think there's much writing to add.
except all of this came to me when i was listening to a sage elder or if you want to call him a wizard you can call him a wizard on youtube was giving some deeper meaning and esoteric dissection of the psalms 121 for safe passage and travels and then it hit me like bunch of bricks in the best way that caretaker is dead....and because i orient to daddies i framed it as daddies are keepers not caretakers, but it applies to all the big identities in this slice of the scene/identity/roles as well that i had it.
and so here it finally is. and over here in this house in these parts i'm just going to in any context when it comes to talking about frameworking their roles putting it in a sense of keeping shading and not caretaking.Play Count: 64 over and river and through the woods, to talking about why babies and daddies belong in the bdsm world and why some old timers mindset is perpetually fucked we goi take a side step to talk about the new wave band ultravox, one of their songs the voice because this time i decided to talk it out instead of text it out and using my voice reminded me of how ultravox talks about the power of the sound vs. the written word...and then it reminds me of a solo song midge ure has because i talk about his group vs. his solo work but for the life of me i can't remember the name of the song or what album it's on....
and i do a side talk about how i contextualize myself and others with a baby girl/little girl essence and a daddy essence and what that means.
and then i get to the main point. i was on a message board about some old crusty talking about old guard vs. new guard in bdsm and same tired ass old idea about how littles/babygirls and daddys don't belong in the scene and me fucking gagging over that nonsense that i thought died out but didn't. and me getting into details explaining why it's nonsense.
i also brought up why i HATE ddlg to contextualize us because somehow the majority forgot that daddies can also be switches or submissives or slaves too and it just seems very non inclusive. but that's for another day.
basically it boils down to a smart way of saying in the highest elevated valley girl voice
DO ME ONE FAVOR, DIE ON ME! -RENNI RICCIPlay Count: 50 all da timethis one came off of my excited headspace of the little/babygirl. this was one of the few that stoodout while i was listening to the progression of the playlist as it shuffled and i knew it was ready to be released to the ethers. honestly the song does most of the work, there isn't much words left to share. i'ts just an experience and headspace to enjoy. song is all the time by cyan!Play Count: 66 would you do anything for me?today is definately a primadonna kind of vibe. i've already did a few deep dives into the primadonna mariana movement/song. but this time i found the right pace and pitch for my personal vibe. and it was so motivating i had to jump in a few places. was very hard to not repeat the WOW YAY YEAH! portion because i mean hello perfect call and response time. but i figured hearing it once with the track made it.
rip with the hissing i wasn't anticipating not being able to denoise oh wellllllllllll.Play Count: 71 you betta FUCK IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! explosiveyesterday was a really great day. one of the many reasons it was great was when i decided to turn on some jams i founddddddddd
a sweet spot
and even though i don't showcase sis on here, it all started out with fellow baby megan da stallion neighhhhhhhhh.
i found the right tempo, the right pitch, the right vibes. and then i decided to shuffle. and while it shuffled a lot of songs i already have in my endless black hole of a music library, i found some new ones...and i found some nuances to the ones i have heard but not quite in this way.
and it was giving
one of my newer still in the making stages playlist i have.
and i got excited.
because this is one that i think i might have mentioned on here maybe once before?
it took some digging, some time, some seeding, some exploration...i would hear this type of song and i knew it was a message. i knew it was trying to get some side some essence of the experience of being a little baby girl..but i couldn't find out
what was it saying?
the concept the community loves of using your words definitely does NOT apply when using music as reading tea leaves and peering into a crystal ball, the spells and incantations and the energetic essences do not like being clear..most of the time.
so i wade....
ya baby wadin she wadin she wadin, her ear open it's floatin it's strokin waiting to feel the motion in the ocean.
and then i got it!
i did it, i did it, i did it YAY!
so this birthing is about, *clears throat*
babygirls talking their shit
it was confusing because it definately has assertive energy, but it wasn't the brat vibe.....the brat vibe happens, and some live specifically only in the brat vibe..but it wasn't just that.
this is the confident, assertive, babygirl expressing and explaining what is it? these songs are a 101 of what does being a babygirl mean in song form. a dictionary definition song after song after song..and then like pride being prideful of who you are, celebrating, boosting, ayyy ayyy ayyy ing, reveling in who the baby is and what the baby is.
and just getting in that vibe song after song, babygirl rapper after different babygirl rapper is such a delicious space to be in.
yeah to the song.
so the song is by problematic as fuck rap name lightskinnedkeisha. regardless of the name i don't think much of it....it takes all types there are babygirls and little girls that are ratchet as fuck, troubled as fuck, toxic as fuck. there are babygirls that are classy as fuck, commanding as fuck, potent as fuck...and everything in between. for me i'm more of a you're one of us than a judgement on the scale of life that they are in.
anyway it goes by pop it! i was very encouraged, motivated, and enthused while listening and decided to join in for a bit near the end myself.
and to end it let's do a little visual representation to honor the babygirl who chose to create the music for us,by us and enhance our daily lives with some great vibes of i yammmmmmmmmmmmmm what i yammmmmmmmmmmm which is
not.
popeye the sailor man. heePlay Count: 197 waterslideAll the girls wanna play in it
Boys wanna lay in it
But I'ma spend the day in it
And take a real cute photo
janelle did the damn do here. there honestly isn't much to say or do. babygirl said her shit talked her game, said what it said and that was that.
i just wanted it faster and a little more sweet/babified.
the video itself is perfect too. not much to do but just reference here. but there are a few cute gifs to reference. not dissecting it because this video is best absorbed in full motion from top to finish than in bite sized moments.
in other videos it was the microexpressions and seconds of moments that emphasized the energy/the vibe/the essence. but here it's the entire piece that does that so it's less needed to hyperfocus on one thing.Play Count: 53 sound the trumpets, another remember the timethis one is definitely more sexual than the michael jackson one....but still in that good ol egyptian/other starseed places that mimic/replicate/have a connection to egyptian vibes. there's definitely a running theme there....brooke candy's fuck me up against the wall also has a egyptian style beat to it as well. not all off this playlist i'm building under the title the synergy have it..but a lot do because it's just pulling memories from that sort of place vibe.
because as soon as the horns sound it's giving a matrix 2 everyone is gathering together doing their own do in their own way.
what's interesting is that when i first tried to record my tweaking of this song....i was like oh well i'm bummed it has so much background noise that denoising it and removing the fan option that it still takes away from the song. but i realize it happened that way because i wasn't pulling the right images in my head for this transmission.
it needed some images i haven't come across yet...AND it needed me to remember references i have forgotten about first before sharing it.
this is giving american gods depiction of goddess bilqius vibes. i read the book but it's been decades so i'm referring to the two seasons i saw because i gave up on that show after that...Play Count: 54 a collection of babygirl prayers..the empty brain edition 1i was all set and ready to ted talk it up on this one song by this artist but then the flow changed, the direction redirected and here we are.
really though this revelation was super fun for me.
at first the music videos thumbnail intrigued me. as soon as i heard the first bass drop i knew it was going to be naughty time and fellow sister slut in service was going to speak her shit. but i couldn't tell if it was as it started going a song about an adult regular woman or if it had baby and little girl connotations to it too.
at first exploring it i couldn't connect to that part of me which is weird unto itself because if it's about sexy time my little girl is
head first dive in let's go
and i was trying to figure out what was the makeup of this expression of music and video. the artist brooke candy is very adult regular woman in the video too...there is no curiosity, kawaii, naivety, exploration, tenderness, coquetteness, flirty, wild, explosiveness to her.
in the video her fetish attire is on point and the poses and situations were all great but there was just this huge ass disconnect. i was in this really weird for me space of and adult bdsm lady and resonating with it as an adult bdsm lady without a little girl part of it and i just really don't naturally operate that way. i can but it just doesn't feel me, doesn't feel authentic, doesn't feel as fulfilling honest or raw or
me
but something was there...i kept exploring and i figured out i had to adjust the original song and once i adjusted the quality of the original song.
bingo! as daddy lil wayne says HI! HI! I'M TUNECHI!
(side note if that rapper/artist didn't do anything else in his career that scream and shout moment of his expression of how he says hi to the listener and introduces himself and how he races up to the camera and waves to us...shit. he did the world and the dd/lg community/slice of the pie core's world justice alone in that. less than a full sentence got it down pact. chef's kiss).
this exploration was so exciting i found the remixes and messed with them and got the tender juicy sweet spot to each of them too.
and boy..when i found it..i found it.
because either we've been there, we've heard it, we've seen it, or we know a little bit about that glorious empty headed empty thought space that us girlies in the right environment/situation/mood love to get into and the guy-ies just reveal in getting a girlie there....be it an adult sub/slave/bottom or a little or babygirl flavor that one kinda just blends across all bdsm archetype identified people.
but this song was made in a way you can actually GET THERE and get and stay there so fucking fast without anything else but the song.
damn brooke did that shit. that's a power move to get there just through a song. and getting there in 3-4 different ways...hats off to you girl.
also the tweak i made to the original version of the song is screaming for the skilled and experience strippers to get on that damn pole and make some amazing choreo videos to this. thinking someone front hook spins, ayesha's, fan kicks, air walks all the drills....it was made for that.Play Count: 51 a collection of babygirl prayers..the empty brain edition 1i was all set and ready to ted talk it up on this one song by this artist but then the flow changed, the direction redirected and here we are.
really though this revelation was super fun for me.
at first the music videos thumbnail intrigued me. as soon as i heard the first bass drop i knew it was going to be naughty time and fellow sister slut in service was going to speak her shit. but i couldn't tell if it was as it started going a song about an adult regular woman or if it had baby and little girl connotations to it too.
at first exploring it i couldn't connect to that part of me which is weird unto itself because if it's about sexy time my little girl is
head first dive in let's go
and i was trying to figure out what was the makeup of this expression of music and video. the artist brooke candy is very adult regular woman in the video too...there is no curiosity, kawaii, naivety, exploration, tenderness, coquetteness, flirty, wild, explosiveness to her.
in the video her fetish attire is on point and the poses and situations were all great but there was just this huge ass disconnect. i was in this really weird for me space of and adult bdsm lady and resonating with it as an adult bdsm lady without a little girl part of it and i just really don't naturally operate that way. i can but it just doesn't feel me, doesn't feel authentic, doesn't feel as fulfilling honest or raw or
me
but something was there...i kept exploring and i figured out i had to adjust the original song and once i adjusted the quality of the original song.
bingo! as daddy lil wayne says HI! HI! I'M TUNECHI!
(side note if that rapper/artist didn't do anything else in his career that scream and shout moment of his expression of how he says hi to the listener and introduces himself and how he races up to the camera and waves to us...shit. he did the world and the dd/lg community/slice of the pie core's world justice alone in that. less than a full sentence got it down pact. chef's kiss).
this exploration was so exciting i found the remixes and messed with them and got the tender juicy sweet spot to each of them too.
and boy..when i found it..i found it.
because either we've been there, we've heard it, we've seen it, or we know a little bit about that glorious empty headed empty thought space that us girlies in the right environment/situation/mood love to get into and the guy-ies just reveal in getting a girlie there....be it an adult sub/slave/bottom or a little or babygirl flavor that one kinda just blends across all bdsm archetype identified people.
but this song was made in a way you can actually GET THERE and get and stay there so fucking fast without anything else but the song.
damn brooke did that shit. that's a power move to get there just through a song. and getting there in 3-4 different ways...hats off to you girl.
also the tweak i made to the original version of the song is screaming for the skilled and experience strippers to get on that damn pole and make some amazing choreo videos to this. thinking someone front hook spins, ayesha's, fan kicks, air walks all the drills....it was made for that.Play Count: 69 please youawhile ago i did a fun little didy about big sis dream dream dream dollllll and kash doll's song being a flat out prayer of the little girls everywhere.
this is a guess a different side of the coin, different side of the triangle, honestly there probably is a daddy prayer out there but because i'm not a cootie guy that song probably won't resonate with me..i might have it in a few of my playlists i'm building, in fact the more i think about it it probably is snuck somewhere in there but that's not really my piece of the puzzle of foresight to share so i don't.
this is a live version of the song please you by agnus and julia stone...and really the video of the live performance is magical. the way they sway the pacing i tweaked and the whole thing is simply mesmerizing.
we're off to a good start here with the context clues. mesmerizing. the synergy. watching and hearing it time really stands still. another good clue there.
the title isn't a freakin clue it's a big green flag that the song is right on place.
now you could say please you can fit with all perspectives of the d/s m/s s/m slashses....but the nuance of the slowness in the guys voice, the extra E-MOOOTIONNNN he ads...the rattling of his voice. the higher pitched nature of her voice, the soft circleness of her natural face ads to the expression. and the little xylophone tones, i feel whenever you get that it automatically puts the sound into a less adult and more childlike exploratory seeking playful naviety explosive energy than a regular adult energy that's just having fun.
this whole song could obviously be taken into a sexual nature because that can be fun but i feel because it's a prayer of the dd/lg synergy of a relationship between two people of whatever level of commitment that is....it's less about the sexualness of pleasing and the entire pleasing, reverence, protection, honor, care , comfort ,soft, safe vibe here and the exploration of really satisfying each other on deep emotional core levels regular adults don't really do.
and yeah every woman can light up the room but a baby and little girl has a different light and intensity and heat to her than an adult because adults know what they should and shouldn't do and what is too much affection and when to pull back and calculate how much they engage and baby and little girls throw caution once the set up and the arrangement is solidified and throw all the fifty leven things to the wall or moreso to the dude. like big lebowski the dudeeeeeeeeeee.
the lyrics really don't need to be dissected because they speak for themselves.
She's just dying to meet you
She's just dying to meet you
She's just dying to meet you
She won't leave 'til it's done
She won't leave 'til it's done
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
She's just dying to please you
She's just dying to please you
She's just dying to please you
She won't leave 'til it's done
She won't leave 'til it's done
She bring the light shining down
She bring the light shining down
Won't you bring the light shining down?
I need you to bring the light shining down
You're just dying to love her
You're just dying to love her
You're just dying to love her
You won't leave 'til it's done
You won't leave 'til it's done
Oh, bring the light shining down
She bring the light shining down
Won't you bring the light shining down?
I need you to bring the light shining down
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah, ah-ah
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
a perfect little Tete-a-tete song about what the baby needs from the guy and what the daddy needs from the girl and what they complement each other with.Play Count: 46 please youawhile ago i did a fun little didy about big sis dream dream dream dollllll and kash doll's song being a flat out prayer of the little girls everywhere.
this is a guess a different side of the coin, different side of the triangle, honestly there probably is a daddy prayer out there but because i'm not a cootie guy that song probably won't resonate with me..i might have it in a few of my playlists i'm building, in fact the more i think about it it probably is snuck somewhere in there but that's not really my piece of the puzzle of foresight to share so i don't.
this is a live version of the song please you by agnus and julia stone...and really the video of the live performance is magical. the way they sway the pacing i tweaked and the whole thing is simply mesmerizing.
we're off to a good start here with the context clues. mesmerizing. the synergy. watching and hearing it time really stands still. another good clue there.
the title isn't a freakin clue it's a big green flag that the song is right on place.
now you could say please you can fit with all perspectives of the d/s m/s s/m slashses....but the nuance of the slowness in the guys voice, the extra E-MOOOTIONNNN he ads...the rattling of his voice. the higher pitched nature of her voice, the soft circleness of her natural face ads to the expression. and the little xylophone tones, i feel whenever you get that it automatically puts the sound into a less adult and more childlike exploratory seeking playful naviety explosive energy than a regular adult energy that's just having fun.
this whole song could obviously be taken into a sexual nature because that can be fun but i feel because it's a prayer of the dd/lg synergy of a relationship between two people of whatever level of commitment that is....it's less about the sexualness of pleasing and the entire pleasing, reverence, protection, honor, care , comfort ,soft, safe vibe here and the exploration of really satisfying each other on deep emotional core levels regular adults don't really do.
and yeah every woman can light up the room but a baby and little girl has a different light and intensity and heat to her than an adult because adults know what they should and shouldn't do and what is too much affection and when to pull back and calculate how much they engage and baby and little girls throw caution once the set up and the arrangement is solidified and throw all the fifty leven things to the wall or moreso to the dude. like big lebowski the dudeeeeeeeeeee.
the lyrics really don't need to be dissected because they speak for themselves.
She's just dying to meet you
She's just dying to meet you
She's just dying to meet you
She won't leave 'til it's done
She won't leave 'til it's done
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
She's just dying to please you
She's just dying to please you
She's just dying to please you
She won't leave 'til it's done
She won't leave 'til it's done
She bring the light shining down
She bring the light shining down
Won't you bring the light shining down?
I need you to bring the light shining down
You're just dying to love her
You're just dying to love her
You're just dying to love her
You won't leave 'til it's done
You won't leave 'til it's done
Oh, bring the light shining down
She bring the light shining down
Won't you bring the light shining down?
I need you to bring the light shining down
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah, ah-ah
Ooh-ooh, ah-ah-ah
a perfect little Tete-a-tete song about what the baby needs from the guy and what the daddy needs from the girl and what they complement each other with.Play Count: 60 the power of daddy within discipline, submission, and dominancesomething is telling me today to kiss, keep it simple sweetie. so no fancy formatting, no layered this or that but of course ya girl always has to layer my audios with some magic sprinkles in the background.
a prelude to one of tomorrow's topics, in the zodiac each sign has a stunted version of themselves, and an ascended mastered side of theirs.
this is the ascended side of what a daddy's role is, what he does, what he brings to the table, what playing and being in little space is truly doing to the little girl/baby girl involved and the power of play with someone who loves you deep enough in your inner child core being.
as they say with drinking, use the power responsibly!Play Count: 102 the power of daddy within discipline, submission, and dominancesomething is telling me today to kiss, keep it simple sweetie. so no fancy formatting, no layered this or that but of course ya girl always has to layer my audios with some magic sprinkles in the background.
a prelude to one of tomorrow's topics, in the zodiac each sign has a stunted version of themselves, and an ascended mastered side of theirs.
this is the ascended side of what a daddy's role is, what he does, what he brings to the table, what playing and being in little space is truly doing to the little girl/baby girl involved and the power of play with someone who loves you deep enough in your inner child core being.
as they say with drinking, use the power responsibly!Play Count: 116 a ted talk and an exploration all in one, TPE 24/7 discussions in the framework of dd/lg. aka the thoroughbreds of the communitysuper excited to get this out there. it's been incubating for awhile.
as usual with me there are some segways, some twists and turns.
but main focus is exploring that tpe 24/7 does exist in the dd/lg(goddamn please can we get another name for this i hate like a knife cutting styrofoam typing that out each time)world, what it takes as individuals to get build and maintain it, why you gotta be in my framework of this context a thoroughbred horse to do it successfully(neighhhhhhhhhhh), and some of the common mindset pitfalls that keeps people from successfully getting there.
a little side exposing on can you be a healthy/whole/fully healed actualized adult and still regress from my years of observation and perspective?
a little side dishes of GIRL STAND UP, STAND UP about the leaky vibes of calling anyone and every guy you come across that's a daddy that makes your heart or loins flutter 'yes daddy' 'sits on your lap' 'more daddy' etc etc. and why it's best to be more choosey.
and a little dessert about how the big leather adults in the community often dismiss or are unable to see the work/commitment/ and intensity that is still required to successfully do this dynamic and that being childish doesn't take any of the actual effort out of it.
song in the background is the races by the bird and the bee <3333
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjyUVeTupUM&ab_channel=TheBirdandtheBee-TopicPlay Count: 81 simple soft bois upi like to add lots of accoutrements to my mood/space/vibe building. but sometimes simple is best. no matter how much layers of sprinkles, gold, cream, frosting, pearls, bells and whistles i love to put in, sometimes knowing when to scale back is key. more often knowing when to pull back is the most important bit.
you're just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ah okay the more i was feeling this out the more i was writing this is basically simple syrup. everyone here in america is hopped up on fucking high fructose corn syrup chemically laced addicted unnatural sugar bullshit. adjusting to simple syrup isn't always easy and some people just really can't go for something so thin exposed and clean. but once the adjustments made it's healthier for you, you get to explore subtle shifts subtle flavorings that the palette wouldn't have been able to even notice before.
simple syrup. message received check and check.Play Count: 60 almost....just a little bit.........ah..there! i fixed it!there's a genius to mumble speaking songs. it allows you to craft the meaning and the need of the entire vibe it sets and makes it a bit more ambiguous. when a song is mostly right but sung with strict easy to hear words it takes a bit more conscious effort to rehsape it to the right end product.
this song is soooooooooo closeeeeee to being what it needs to be but the lyrics need to be tweaked.
so i tweaked it to work right.
the song is also....MOSTLY????????? mostlyyyy????????? I THINK ....mostly complete. but being the curator i am i had to sprinkle a bit more to it and combine it with another song that just magically blended together. and then i knew it was done.
what they really meant to say here:
I started looking for you...............
I started looking. for you.
In the places. I won't go to.
Cause they're all yours.
Cause they're all yours.
Cause they're all yours.
And I at once was yours.
They're all yours.
They're all yours.
They're all yours.
And I at once was yours.
dooooooooooooooooooo.
There wasssssssss something else on your mind!
There was someone else on your mind.
And we fell into our hearts.
We're all yours.
We're all yours.
They're all yours.
And I at once was yours.
They're all yours.
They're all yours.
They're all yours.
And I at once was yours.
doooooooooooo.
it wasn't that hard but they just needed a little coaxing. it's fair, moving out of lack mindset into abundance mindset and compersion when it comes to relationships can be challenging for the majority of people. even in friendships people just don't know how to light up like a lightbulb when their friend is being cute or bursting up with joy because of someone that isn't you. butttt. if they could get there..this is what the song really was supposed to be about.Play Count: 56 most people ramblefap i ramble presentpresent.......disseminate.....process....explain......espouse.......nothing quite hit the exact nail on the head but it's close enough.
before this little note and encounter i tend to like to keep my curation and expression on the more playful side and while there is a lot of fun here this is way more of the intellectual, mechanical, intricate, more fussy side of things that i naturally lean to in general but isn't really the vibe i'm always wanting to play in and embody.
this is a bit of go up go down go left go right on the general focus of when newbies to the lifestyle approach you incorrectly and how comical that can be. a bit of musing about 24/7 tpe lifestyle vs. bedroom mentality/behavior/goals/approach in the scene. a bit of musings of how people in this space have changed over the years. a bit of laughing at common misconceptions newbies/novices/people who aren't in it have vs. the reality.
like the song says it's a little bit of THIS and a little bit of THAT. with a bit of at times bratty/cajole y vibes because well sometimes when things are humorous that's just what comes out.
and unlike most of what my curation here is which is very structured and focused and organized i think just like the audio the description is just naturally wanting to be a bit overflowy and wild and directionless as well and that's ok to it's all apart of the energy vibes and that comes with it at times too.Play Count: 54 sing song storytime and a babygirl was bornnon linear sing songy vibe of the literal true story of how i was born a babygirl.
but in the ramble a bit of a dive between trad m/s d/s bdsm asthetic vs caregiver dd/lg cg/lg dd/bg flavor and a little exploration of roleplay vs part time vs. tpe lifestyle orientation vibe. honestly though the moment i start typing this i get a bit internally kids nowadays get off my lawn sort of vibes seeping out..haha so i think that's enough descriptors for now.
can you still see the sunshine if this is posted in the dark?? hehehe well maybe it's sunny always somewhere depending on when this is opened. :P
AND IT WENT LIKEEEEEEEEEPlay Count: 65